Hello everyone! Long time no see! But it was not because I'm lazy or don't really want to share things with you, it's because I've been busy defending my thesis, which I totally did yesterday! I got a super large A and YAY!!! University is over for me! No more studies, no more homework and assignments, no more exams and no more study stress, which I totally hate! I'm a free and happy person now!!! ^^ My graduation is on July 3rd, which I can't wait to happen. My Birthday is in a week! Oh June 25th I'll turn 22, oh wow! Still feel like I'm 16 :) I really wanted to make an Ebay wish list (which I actually did), but the stupid thing just doesn't want to work for me. I hit "Public" button and all of the items there are active, but when I hit preview button it says there's no items on my wish list :( How unfortunate is this? I have contacted the support group and they said that they'll try to help me, but it will take from 7 to 10 days, so yeah. Any ideas why that could happen? Anybody had the same problem with it? I might post a very late b-day wish list, but I really feel it would be cheating :)
Anyways!! This week @bloghomework given to us by @missy and @rambo and @lyxzen is to tell about an event in the past which shaped me into the person I am today. Well, my life's always been full of special events which made me stronger and taught me a certain life lesson. I've had terrible knee disease and had to go through several surgeries and was not able to walk for 3 months, which was something insane. I went to the unknown country all by myself when I had just turned 16, which was also a great experience. But I want to tell a story about a parasite friendship. I had a friend. I've known her since 6th grade, we lived close to each other and by the end of the school we were best friends ever. At least I thought so. She was 1 year older than me, she was also quite bigger that me, and waaaay more confident than me. She had this power over me, which I denied for so many years. Our friends were actually her friends, and I had always been like a shadow. Where she went, I went etc. If people saw her, they asked where I was and vice versa. She was also bossy and resembled a very jealous husband (don't get me wrong, she was also a nice and good friend) who didn't let me see other girls. Over years she convinced me that I'm worth nothing, that I'm not the best, that I constantly need her to do great in life and that she was the one, who knew everything and was ready to win the world. 3 years ago we had a massive fight. And I said, I didn't want to see her again and I need some time without her. And guess what? It was like a breath of such fresh and tasty air I almost died! All of the sudden the world was not limited by a parasite frindship, I could go wherever I wanted, I could do what I wanted, I could talk to people I wanted without her constant beeing by my side, intervening, bothering with remarks etc.etc. I gained massive confidence over these 3 years, I got tattoos, I cut my hair, I got piercing, I joined SG! I just have a feeling I would not have done all of that if I was still friends with that person.
I also want to give a little treat ;) My first set will go up in just 1 month and 1 week, so about time I show you a picture I had to take out of it, because it just didn't fit in well and this will also be a little preview :)
Aaaand time for WCT! Which is Woman Crush Thursday ;)
1. @venom I have followed her here and on IG for quite some time! Her passion for life, her love for yoga and active life style is so inspirational! I'm also in love with her dog Ghost, which is as famous as she is. And a few days ago SG periscope had 12 hours with her and OH MY!!! She's such a gorgeous person! I'd love to have even 1 small chance to meet her in person and spend some time with her! I'm in love!
2. @lyamoon my sweet girl Lya has been sweet to me from the first day she discovered me here..I feel so honored to have her love and support! And great news are, that this baby has her thirds set in MR now!! Let's go and give her lots of love! I desperately want to see her on FP again! BEDTIME STORIES
3. @pau_pau is my third woman crush! Her debut set is just WOW!! I really hope to see it hit FP soon and this gorgeous girl to turn pink! ^^ SWEET DREAMS OF PASSION
Thank you for staying with me untill the end of this blog, you're the best!! ^^ Kisses and lots of love,
Ivy <3
