I decided the best way to introduce myself is in my very first blog post! So hold on to you panties, boxers, briefs, or birthday suit, lets get this party started! ;D
I go by Poison Ivee, or just Ivee, and I hail from Florida. I know what you are thinking, "Girl, you are a pale redhead! How are you not one giant freckle living in the sunshine state?!" Well, Let me tell you. I have an unnatural relationship with sunscreen. Not that I haven't tried to lay out and tan, it just doesnt work! I burn and gain more freckles! Plus, I hear us redheads, or just people with the MC1R gene are WAY more susceptible to skin cancer.. Soo I have a face sun stick, and sunscreen moisturizer in my purse. If I go to the beach I have about 5 other kinds of sunscreen with me. Its such a hassle but my body is the only one I have so I take care of it :)
ANYWHO, I'm a middle child, and the only redhead in my family. I would agree with you that I am the mailmans daughter, except I look just like my dad. :P I've always been an animal lover, and the mother in the group. If someone was sad, sick, or just not feeling 100% I would do my best to perk them up, even if its just another 5% :)
I remember hearing about suicide girls, and coming across an article in a magazine about SG when I was younger. (Yes, I was going thru my neighbors porn stash) I remember thinking, 'Wow! These girls are so beautiful! I want to do this when I grow up'. I think that was what started my love for the alternative look. Piercings, Tattoos, Dyed Hair, body mods, etc!
Thanks to mean kids in middle school, my self esteem took a big hit for a few years. I would get picked on for my hair, my freckles, my pale skin, and my flat chest. I just didn't feel like I could relate to the other girls in my class, who were all tanned, getting boobs, doing their makeup etc. But that all started to change once I got to high school. I really started to embrace myself, and instead of feeling down about myself I started to realize that every women is beautiful, and everyone is different. I made a bunch of new friends, and I started to gain my confidence back. I could go to parties and have fun and dance, instead of being a wallflower.
Highschool is also where I started playing with my look. I would dye my hair once a year. I went purple, light brown, dark brown, dark red, high lights, low lights, half and half, and at one point I bleached my hair blonde (But I will NEVER do that again!) . My parents, and school district didn't allow facial piercings other than ears, but me being the little redheaded rebel I am , did it anyways lol I pierced my lip in my bathroom with a safety pin, and proudly showed my mom, who freaked out of course. But I put jewelry in it, and still have the piercing to this day! I guess that was the point my parents realized that if they didn't bring me to a piercing artist that I would just keep doing it myself.
I hid the piercing pretty well during school, thanks to my freckles. Only a few teachers knew but they didn't really give me a hard time since it blended in so well. By the time I graduated senior year, I had both nostrils, my septum, lip, belly button, and tongue pierced. The years following HS I got some tattoos, and lost a few piercings, but eventually got them back.
I still wanted to be a Suicide Girl, and I discovered web camming, but I still didn't feel comfortable enough to do any kind of nude modeling, since I was the President of the Itty Bitty Titty Committee. So instead I worked at a Bait and Tackle store, and a few restaurants, hoping I was just a late bloomer.
Fast Forward to when I met my husband. He just made me feel so special and beautiful! We ended up getting hitched, and changing my life a trillion percent. He surprised me for my 21st birthday with a breast augmentation consultation. Not that he wanted them bigger, but he could tell how much it bothered me that everyone assumed I was so young since I didn't have tatas. I would turn the lights down, or off when we would get naughty, and I would hide when I would get undressed... So I was over joyed with the amazing gift to say the least!
My cup size went from an AA, to a C, and my confidence went from 75% to 150%. I could finally go to any store and buy a bra! I felt sexier than I ever felt before, and I finally felt comfortable enough to just walk around naked. It was amazing. It IS amazing.
I ended up going to school for massage therapy, because I wanted to go into a field where I could help people, but I'm not good with blood or body fluids so a nurse/dr wasn't for me. Massage therapy was the greatest. Being able to see the difference in the muscles, the posture, and the way someone holds themselves before and after a massage really made it all worth it. After a couple of years of that, I decided to take a break to give my body a rest. Massage therapy is very demanding on the therapist physically.
So I became a housewife, just cleaning and cooking, holding down the fort. But that got a bit boring, I craved working and people interactions on a daily basis. *Bling Bling* Bright idea! I decided I would finally try my hand at being a Cam Model! I did it once a month or so , while I got the feel for it. Then I had a Girlfriend who posted about trying out for Suicide Girls, and I immediately sent her a text! We got together and she told me more about her first photo set experience and really encouraged me to sign up too. and obvioiusly, here I am ;D
Now, I am a full time Cam Girl streaming online about 4-5 days a week, and I have my first set in the queue for Members Review (won't be up for about 4 months) . To look back and see how far I have come from the crazy party girl with low confidence, and no real direction, to an established Cam Girl, pursuing a dream, and working to save up to go back to school for biochemistry so I can help people in an even greater spectrum, I am so proud of myself!
Everything takes time, and you will never know what you can achieve until you go for it! So welcome to my journey! It's just beginning but I can tell its going to be a great one!!
Love, Yours Truly
PoisonIvee
