itzjusme

I turn 22 today. It's my birthday!!!!! My friends planned some fun stuff for me. YAYAYAY. Yay for birthdays!!!

I guess I have to find a new place to live now. They need the apartment because they have "other plans" for it. FUCK, i don't have very good luck do I?


I hated the apartment anyways.

I just went shopping with one of my girlfriends and her friend. I don't think I have been shopping with a girlfriend in a long fucking time. I bought 2 pairs of pants, 2 cute tops and a pair of shoes. I am so happy to have new clothes. YAYAYAYAY. I felt really gross looking in the mirrors at the store but hey...ya know...I need...
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fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.

Speed_Metal might come visit me next week. Still ironing out details. Should be fun if it works out.

Thanks to everyone who gave me nice comments in my last few entries. I am having a hard time this month. THANKS!!!

I'm so fucking sick of having weight problems. I feel like killing myself. When I feel like nobody wants me....when I feel like I am so ugly...I don't want to even try. I know that it doesn't matter what others think- it is what I think. I KNOW. But ya know what? It hurts to feel ignored. It hurts to feel like the world thinks...
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I am in a horrible mood. I feel like saying fuck it. I am way too sensitive. I feel like the world is mind fucking me. I swear. I want to stay positive. I really do. But ya know? how many fucking times can I be kicked in the fucking head? How much more of this am I going to have to deal with?

I'm...
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