itzjusme

Tee-Hee I remember the first time I went over to your house and you introduced me to your brother. Soon after you asked me if I wanted to see him in his dress. LOL

sadly, i can relate so much to what you wrote, your thought process while you were using. sucks i hate crystal.
it totally fucks with you.
i'm so happy you have the strength to stop

I'm still here when you need to vent.

Hi IJM!

While I was on the outside this week, I dropped in on your journal and was so frustrated that I could not respond. I felt so sad reading what you are going through, and just wished there was something that I could do or say to make it better for you. I wish that our community were closer geographically, and we could all hang out together.
I know you don't need to be told this but this rough period will pass. I've had a damn near lifelong battle with depression, and at those rough points I have felt pretty bleak. My friends and family are what has kept me sane through it all, and even if you were to not have anyone there, I know that you have at least one real life friend in here that cares a great deal for you, and given an opportunity most of the people on your list above would happily give you a shoulder, a hug, and lend an ear. Life is hard but the good parts make it so worth it!

*hugs IJM*

Sorry to be so long winded, I'm a sappy guy.

oh. I hope you feel better! I care about you. I hope we get to be better friends!! *HUG*

I know this is gonna sound odd but, I think you have awesome eyebrows!

hahaha, yeah I've always wanted my eyebrows waxed! my cousin told me about the stuff she uses at home..I might try that. but maybe I should just go and get it done...hmm.

yes it was mind blowing for me that my friends all have babies and are getting married. I had 4 friends give birth since last fall! it was crazy. as cute as they are..thanks I'll wait a few years for mine. it also blows my mind that all my friends babies were "accidents". HOW can that happen w/how easy BC is to get??! I almost slapped them all! geez.

ok. enough of my ranting!

I'm it. No really, zero siblings. No brothers, sisters OR even cousins...

Our extension of the name rests on my narrow shoulders

i understand how you feel. i can't imagine my life without my brothers.

im soo sorry you have to go through all this stuff. I wish I could hug it all away. I really do. you do deserver so much more.. Well if you do go to great america this weekend have a great time! Might be nice to get away and have a good time!

hope your visit went well, and that your Bro appreciates what a great sis he has
your boyfriend is an ass. If that's what he is concerned about when you're going through so much shit





Kos

That's a sweet care package. I'm sure your bro appreciated it. I hope the visit went well. Stay strong, Sista!

they are soem strange pics, i'll say, those party hard dudes?

rad, it's always good to do crazy shit, as long as it doens't involve the death of small koalas.

I want a pug!!! They are so adorable.

As for the crazy guys---I don't know who they are. I just wanted to get your attention.

yeah, not very often at all. it's mostly tuffgirl stuff rather than extrme death/grind. not sure why?

walls of jericho ae touring here at the mo, and a few of my buds are with em, lettin em stay at there house and stuff? not a fan though, too boring musically for me.

why yes it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey itz, it just doesn't let up does it? I can agree with you, hospitals can suck. We just attended the funeral of a friend of my family who died because of a mistake that the emergency room made..........Twice!
Good luck with your brother. I hope it turns out well.
*hugs*

yeah that shit with hospitals aint too fun at all, just sayin I know sorta how agravating it can be