So yesterday was my birthday and my friend had a potluck for me and I showed up and some of my friends were there. It was sweet. She made a bunch of food and cake. I got a bunch of presents and my friends bought me food because I am always poor and never have stuff in my apartment. My friend who lives like 5...
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I turn 22 today. It's my birthday!!!!!
My friends planned some fun stuff for me. YAYAYAY. Yay for birthdays!!!




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deathhippie:
HAPPPYYYY DRUNK DAY!@!!
emjmd:
Happy Birthday sweetie!

I guess I have to find a new place to live now. They need the apartment because they have "other plans" for it. FUCK, i don't have very good luck do I?
I hated the apartment anyways.

I hated the apartment anyways.
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turin:
Hi, by the way!

friedbanana105:
happy birthday, super-cool girl!
I just went shopping with one of my girlfriends and her friend. I don't think I have been shopping with a girlfriend in a long fucking time. I bought 2 pairs of pants, 2 cute tops and a pair of shoes. I am so happy to have new clothes. YAYAYAYAY. I felt really gross looking in the mirrors at the store but hey...ya know...I need...
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deathhippie:
You should take some pics and put em up in yer new girly girl clothes
polly:
i want new clothes.
fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.

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mschrista:
yup thats my day also
thearcanecircle:
BOLLOCKS!
umm nope, sorry, no cigar. I like fuck better..Anywho, i read you posting and responed to it. I damm near wrote a novel heh. Cheer up ok?
umm nope, sorry, no cigar. I like fuck better..Anywho, i read you posting and responed to it. I damm near wrote a novel heh. Cheer up ok?
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friedbanana105:
yeah, you'll be ancient. try to continue on, old-timer.
alicetrip:
you're not old...shit, in Dec. we will be the same age. everything will be ok.
Speed_Metal might come visit me next week. Still ironing out details. Should be fun if it works out.
Thanks to everyone who gave me nice comments in my last few entries. I am having a hard time this month. THANKS!!!
Thanks to everyone who gave me nice comments in my last few entries. I am having a hard time this month. THANKS!!!

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v0rge:
thank you pretty. you dont know how much it means to have people who care. i am in great need of that right now.

chrisnail_and_i:
Sorry I haven't talked to you in a few days, been busy with my sons baseball, and a local SG get-together.
You really have been through hell lately.
I wish I could do something "real" to help you, you seem like such an incredible person and definitely don't deserve to be this sad.
*big hug for you*

Sorry I haven't talked to you in a few days, been busy with my sons baseball, and a local SG get-together.
You really have been through hell lately.

*big hug for you*

I'm so fucking sick of having weight problems. I feel like killing myself. When I feel like nobody wants me....when I feel like I am so ugly...I don't want to even try. I know that it doesn't matter what others think- it is what I think. I KNOW. But ya know what? It hurts to feel ignored. It hurts to feel like the world thinks...
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kosomot:
I feel the same way sometimes. Maybe not to the extent as you do, but i think alot of your feelings are do to the recent break up. Give it some time.


iamthelizardking:
well, i don't know where i'll be living anymore, if that's any consolation.
pictures once i get my stuff in the mail.
cheer up, buck-o
thee's a ladybug on my computer. right now, as i type this.
pictures once i get my stuff in the mail.
cheer up, buck-o
thee's a ladybug on my computer. right now, as i type this.
philz:
have a good time, yo. that's the law.

aikaterine:
That is uber cute. I have a blanket just like that that my grandma had made for me 

I am in a horrible mood. I feel like saying fuck it. I am way too sensitive. I feel like the world is mind fucking me. I swear. I want to stay positive. I really do. But ya know? how many fucking times can I be kicked in the fucking head? How much more of this am I going to have to deal with?
I'm...
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rockerbayarea:
no, no band yet, at least not officially yet.
gotta ride that wave, cause theres a much better one coming to scoop you up. SURFS UP!!
gotta ride that wave, cause theres a much better one coming to scoop you up. SURFS UP!!

earthbeard:
it'd do for now.

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kosomot:
yeah i haven't seen her recently. It was back in the early to mid ninties. great shows but kinda of weird being a guy there. I mean 99% were lesbians, and some were not that friendly towards me. But the shows were awesome

jacksin:
who's the man??? les claypool is the man!!!! that nigga can derrick forreal funk that bass up. fizzle fry is comin. and i can't wait to get me freak on.

GOD! I hate my landlord(s). They treat me like I am dirt. Okay...so I pick up their kids in exchange for part of the rent...unless it is summer...now I expect $12 AN HOUR...because the kids don't have school everyday...only until the 11th. They leave me a message like an hour and 45 minutes before the boy gets out of school....which I didn't get because I...
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7stringmetalking:
ummm wow ur in the bay area??? im still really unfimiliar with all the surrounding towns....ya i will bet its under ten bux...maybe just maybe I can see if i can get you on the guest list...if you tell me your name and shit...hope top see you there. I know you will definatley love the show if you go
allied:
Being alone isn't so bad. Just takes a little getting used to. Your friends, the good ones, will come around. Don't be scared to ask some of them for their support. And, there's always SG.

And yes, katie is teh hottness...
How she makes me drool..
Glad to hear you had fun!!