itsnoboarding

dodger games are fun especially when you inadvertantly get paid for it.

so im completly out of the loop. im hearing things that are going on and i have no idea why. i have no control over what other people choose to do, yet someone im getting blamed for it. they act like i wanted to ruin his life. i didn't, i just wanted mine back. it got blown out of proportion. there's things that are going on now that i have no idea why they're happening. yet someone i get the blame. go figure. they act like i want to make this worse than it already is. and why would i risk everything just to make him miserable??? i get that he's pissed and upset and heartbroken and whatever. but shit happens. people have to move on at some point. i did. i slowly rebuilding my life. i'm slowly putting my ruined puzzle of a life back together. so why, if i'm trying to rebuild it would i want to do something to piss him off and have the pieces thrown back on the floor????