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So another sunday another update, woo rejoice!!!

you need realplayer to hear this

I feel i have been way too dull on these journals telling everyone my problems... boo fucking hoo. so im now going to happy!!! yay!!! woo!!!

so im going to see if i can remain positive for the duration of this entry.

so heres my list of groovy things for the week:...
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So i have just finshed a 14 hour shift at work and i am pondering why i put myself through the same thing every year every year i tell myself that its going to get better, that im going be fine next year, but time and time again, i end up doing 14 hour shifts without even a thank you from the boss.

anyway in...
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Today is payday. i bought:

* 15 stories high dvd.
* An evening with kevin smith dvd.
* The pink grease album. (camp-o-rif-ic punk)
* The !!! album (funky-punk a la the rapture)
* The reuben album (emo-ish british band, damn good too)
* a smoked salmon bagel why do i try and be cosmopolitan, im gonna stick with my tuna mayo next time. DAMN...
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three days until i get paid. and i already have a shopping list

* the pink grease album.
* 15 stories high dvd.
* blink-182 tickets.
* oreos, ben and jerry ice cream and other junk food to last me the weekend.
* maybe some stuff for my new house.
* maybe a train ticket to london
* and last but not least enough money...
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Yeah so im still quite down, id like to thank you for your concern, it is appreciated. i decided last night after another 'event' that things need to change. so change they will. i think i will need the following things;

* a new job.
* a regular social life, rather than the intermittent one i have now.
* a holiday.
* a girlfriend.
*...
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I have had two panic attacks in 5 hours, for no reason.....

I thought i had got over this.... obviously not. Let the fun commence again.

So... anyway it turns out that i should just stop moaning about it and get off my hairy arse and do something about it....

p.s - i won the US majors last night by 9 strokes, tiger woods shit it i tell ya.

p.p.s - if you want to relieve depression listen to madness, they are so happy!!!

p.p.p.s - i love you all.

p.p.p.p.s...
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I think im currently in season or something cos all i can seem to do is think about women. ALL THE BLOODY TIME. Good job im a member of this fine pornographic website isnt it? Yay me.

Heres some things to take your mind off those dirty thoughts in your minds.

* embroidery, kittens...

* Little snippets of the shit people talk on public transport....
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Yo Yo Yo!!!

Tis i the renegade master himself and junior vice-president of the Super Awesome Mega Friends!!!

yeah anyhoo, the week so far as been random to say the least, i always do these things by bullet points so why change now huh?? fuckers.

* Monday saw me in a reflective mood as i spent 2 hours at work just sat down staring at...
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