I think work is getting me down.
Been wanting to break properly into I.T support for the last few years so i can make a go of things, but now I am here, i can live without it. I'm hoping it's just the copmany i work for and the fact they are a shower of cunts to put it mildly. Was informed last week that no one in the glasgow based branch i am in has recieved anything near a pay rise in the last 3 years. They want to send me to sutton for a weeks training and expect me to pay for it out of my own pocket and will then re-imburse me? All the signs point to the fact that they will come up with some excuse as to why they cant pay me back the full amount. I can see some nasty arguments being brought up through this, as i really can't afford to do something that they should be doing anyway. I think i hate them and all there shitey excuses. Its almost a year since i have been there so i think that its getting to a good time to look elsewhere.
Just wish i had the cash for my earlier idea for a business. Oh, that and the fact that my possible business partner now lives in New York? not so good......
Also beginning to wonder if my moods and the general lack of happiness in my life at the moment stems from the fact my job is most likely getting to me. Either that or its because i keep persistantly complaining about it and then persuading myself that its really fine. Head. Is. Messed. Up.
Restless too. This easter weekend has been a fairly good one i suppose. First thursday night out for a long long time, and it was an ace one. Friend appeared at my door with the mixer, finished a bottle of jd between the two of us, in the midst of excellenty insane conversation, on the gala casino after she had found a 15 token in her pocket, back out 5 minutes later and 60 richer, straight into abc, more whiskey, then everything is a drunken blur which ended up with being awake in her bed at 10am on friday, completely naked.......oh yes.....you guessed it.....
...don't ask, cause i don't know whats happening either...putting it down to the booze and the closeness.
Anyway, back to work tomorrow.. yippee.....decided i am visiting my parents at some point this week after work so i can get a good meal of something i usually don't ( or can't!! ) make for myself....i leave you with this final thought:
i have seen the final episode of battlestar galactica season 3, and i NEED MORE!!!!!
Been wanting to break properly into I.T support for the last few years so i can make a go of things, but now I am here, i can live without it. I'm hoping it's just the copmany i work for and the fact they are a shower of cunts to put it mildly. Was informed last week that no one in the glasgow based branch i am in has recieved anything near a pay rise in the last 3 years. They want to send me to sutton for a weeks training and expect me to pay for it out of my own pocket and will then re-imburse me? All the signs point to the fact that they will come up with some excuse as to why they cant pay me back the full amount. I can see some nasty arguments being brought up through this, as i really can't afford to do something that they should be doing anyway. I think i hate them and all there shitey excuses. Its almost a year since i have been there so i think that its getting to a good time to look elsewhere.
Just wish i had the cash for my earlier idea for a business. Oh, that and the fact that my possible business partner now lives in New York? not so good......
Also beginning to wonder if my moods and the general lack of happiness in my life at the moment stems from the fact my job is most likely getting to me. Either that or its because i keep persistantly complaining about it and then persuading myself that its really fine. Head. Is. Messed. Up.
Restless too. This easter weekend has been a fairly good one i suppose. First thursday night out for a long long time, and it was an ace one. Friend appeared at my door with the mixer, finished a bottle of jd between the two of us, in the midst of excellenty insane conversation, on the gala casino after she had found a 15 token in her pocket, back out 5 minutes later and 60 richer, straight into abc, more whiskey, then everything is a drunken blur which ended up with being awake in her bed at 10am on friday, completely naked.......oh yes.....you guessed it.....
...don't ask, cause i don't know whats happening either...putting it down to the booze and the closeness.
Anyway, back to work tomorrow.. yippee.....decided i am visiting my parents at some point this week after work so i can get a good meal of something i usually don't ( or can't!! ) make for myself....i leave you with this final thought:
i have seen the final episode of battlestar galactica season 3, and i NEED MORE!!!!!
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basil123:
so what's happening with this lady you got it on with? are you planning on dating her? 
btiddles:
oooh, you make an amazing case for the benefits of such things!