isthmene

Shitty shitty shitty week.

DIdi i mention this week sucked?

I'm in Summerland right now having fled town to stay with a friend and maintain some level of sanity.

My shithead, jerk of a significant other cheated on me this week. With his ex. And she's not even cute.

*sigh* I had high hopes for this guy, seemed different than all the rest. That's what I get for having hopes.

Feels like someone is standing on my chest. It's hard to breathe sometimes. Hard to sleep at night. I'm okay as long as i'm busy but in every moment of silence, the crush starts. Bleh.

I got together with my best friend the night I found out (fucker made me ASK him) and we became blood sisters. Wept in blood instead of useless tears. Now I have a sister. And a neat scar on my shoulder.

This year sucks.

It better get better or I swear there will be some serious carnage.