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ironmog

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Tuesday Sep 01, 2009

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I came to the realization today my own personal underlying loathing for the species MIGHT have something to do with why I'm so socially awkward. I mean is it normal to want to speak down to and disregard my new downstairs neighbors based solely on the fact they are pretty girls? And then to connect that to the fact that SINCE they are pretty girls they obviously have douche bag boyfriends that are all jocky and jerks to everyone. And further extrapolating, figure that somewhere there was some very nice shy kid who was pretty much feeling like suck because of her and her jerk boyfriend.

See what I mean? Hard wired loathing for the species. Myself lumped in as one of those grossly detached individuals that needs shook so very badly.

But that is neither here nor there.

Disney bought Marvel. I'm totally in the section of not giving a crap here. Until it manages to screw with the comics I read it won't matter much. And hey, Hannah Montana meets The Avengers? SIGN ME THE FUCK UP! Besides I've been enjoying DC more lately.

I was supposed to go back to work Monday. I wasn't GOING to, obviously. But it honestly slipped my mind until I was on the way to school. And all I could do was laugh. They called me. I haven't called them back. And likely won't. I'm a horrible horrible person.

Speaking of school. I keep having doubts, second guessing myself, wondering if what I'm doing is right. Not that I have any way to back pedal at this point. I just wonder sometimes if I'm doing right and good by myself. And those I think on when I look to my future. Grandma. Mike. You guys hearing this one? Doing for you as much as myself. I'm not making a huge mistake am I?

Started reading High Life by Matthew Stokoe. Why do I keep reading things John hands me? Honestly! And this one even had a part that affected me! I sat there, reading, mouth agape, eyes wide in shock and disbelief. Wild stuff. But dammit. And damn John. The book is GOOD.

I've watched Empire Records and Josie and the Pussycats this week. They both helped to give me a boost when I needed it.

Might see soulsetfire today. That'd be awesome-sauce.

Well, I think that's all I got. My brain stopped leaking. For the moment.

-JC
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
celadon:
I am comenting on your choice of dog...Beagle...My neighbor had one . Very loyal,( loud barker but so do mine!!) It was a very loyal dog. He had an electric fence and ran around the yard like he knew it was his castle. He was cute!!We always went over and played with him.He loved visiting, Good lucksmile
Sep 1, 2009
nobodyhere:
From reading this, i can sense a hint of a Dark side within you.
Excellent.
Sep 2, 2009

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