its 330 am. for the first time in a very long time i can sit back and relax. its odd that i feel guilty about relaxing like this. i've been going strong for so long now that i've sort of gotten used to this always on the go mentality. tommorow i can start catching up on my life. 1st priority is get a fucking hiarcut...
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abia:
Sit back realx and enjoy the single life. It is all about you now and you can focus on the things you want to. 
i put my project up today. the prints look good, but the matte presentation is a bit lacking. it shoudl be framed, but i just dont have the money or the time to frame 6 24"x36" pieces. did i mention that i dont have the money? either way, its up and thats all i can do about it now. i have my defense friday.. i...
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so much stress, so much confusion. love life, acedemic life, work life, personal life. i want this year to end. now. it probably doesnt help that this is the year of the monkey, the same sign i was born under. its a chinese supersitition that bad luck will follow you throughout this year... all the more reason for it to be over with already..
abia:
Less then a month and the year is over.
In the meantime do something fun that will get your head out of the confusion for a while.
In the meantime do something fun that will get your head out of the confusion for a while.
i hurt so much right now. it's so hard to know what the right thing is to do with myself. of course it revolves around my girlfriend, we fought, again.. how does one know what the right thing is to do? being alone hurts, but being together and miserable is just as bad. i weigh the good times and i weigh the bad times, and...
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abia:
In my opinion drawing the line is sacrificing your morals, values or happiness for the other person. Once you go past this I think that the line is drawn.
wtf:
^ Yup, have to make yourself happy first. Although, there is something to be said for learning together. Watch that the resentment doesn't grow, on both sides if YOU aren't meeting YOUR own needs, it can be deadly.
the end is near, it's so close i can almost smell it. its crazy, but i'm almost out of college for a long time.. i'll have to post some pics when i get all the renders done. i can feel the stress leaving me..!
happy turkey day!
happy turkey day!
i can see the end of the line, whether im ready for it or not. i havent left my computer chair all day, barring mild food consumption, tobacco use and rest room breaks. and somehow i feel like thats wasting too much time. but thats just me. the end is so close! itll be so nice to have all my work done tho. no more...
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wtf:
Is that light at the end of the tunnel that you see?
What color is it?
What color is it?
wtf:
Cobb Tuning has already begun digging thier fingers into the Legacy GT. AND there are rumors that before long there will be an STi version of the Legacy. I cannot confirm nor deny this though.... 
I am learning stuff everyday about how to get the best price on a car. BOY did I get ripped on a few! HA! I do love my job though! And that's what it's all about!
Sleep, dream, but don't forget to wake up, that's where your dreams come true!
I am learning stuff everyday about how to get the best price on a car. BOY did I get ripped on a few! HA! I do love my job though! And that's what it's all about!
Sleep, dream, but don't forget to wake up, that's where your dreams come true!
Dating is such a pain in the ass. I dont know what i should do about my current situation. its so hard to summarize in any sort of tangible mannor, im not even sure whats going on anymore. so many games!! its fucked up, when we're getting along its great. im happy, shes happy, it works out. but thats for a week at most. then...
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wtf:
If she wants to talk seems like she would talk to you. On the other hand, it seems like she is holding something back. I would ask her once and then drop it. She is definately playing games. If not with you, then with herself. Shitty.
life is such a strange thing. i think for the first time in a while im learning new things about myself and my life and how i carry myself. specifically i've learned a lot about myself in the way of romantic endevors. my girlfriend and i just arent working out, but i've learned a lot about myself and relationships from her and my experiences. it's...
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wtf:
Knowing is half the battle. I think you are WAY ahead of the game! Seriously! Always do what is best for you and don't sacrifice is what I'm learning. It'll be best for everyone in the long run.
"for a while i was dying to meet someone that i'd be happy with"
I take it you were already happy and seeking to share your happiness?
Always do what is best for you and don't sacrifice is what I'm learning. It'll be best for everyone in the long run.
"for a while i was dying to meet someone that i'd be happy with"
I take it you were already happy and seeking to share your happiness?
last night someone broke out my car window. my best friends mad at me. i feel alienated from my friends. my girlfriend and i are somewhat getting along. school is brutalizing me. get your gunn and shoot me in the head. please?
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wtf:
Thanks, Yes I got the dealership job. Took a lot in my first 12 hour day. Home at 10pm have to be back at 9 am tomorrow. Whew. Lot more to learn. The Legacy, Outback and Baja, not just the fun stuff I already know. AND negotiating and sales stuff too, I'm just going to treat people like I would want to be treated. My brain is shutting down. Boyfriend is dicky as usually, can't wait to get out, I really think he is jealous, good thing I have a new "family" now. Everyone has been really helpful and nice. Comet o find out they interviewed near 100 people for the job, and you know some of them had experience. I felt flattered. Self belief leads to others believing in you too. Gotta love it!
kittyinabox:
yeah, the weather is finally nice here.
I do miss seeing the seasons change. It is nearing the holidays (and finals) and because its so nice I feel like I still have time to slack in work.
the cold air is going to be a shock when I come to colorado in December.
so, school is almost done for you? What's next....entering the big working world?
-A
I do miss seeing the seasons change. It is nearing the holidays (and finals) and because its so nice I feel like I still have time to slack in work.
the cold air is going to be a shock when I come to colorado in December.
so, school is almost done for you? What's next....entering the big working world?
-A
Im back. I built myself a new computer over the weekend. Parts came in friday night and i got it completely up and running at nearly 100% only yesterday.. its so nice having just one computer again. and, its fuckin fast as shit. damn. im a nerd! but im a nerd with money. school continues to abuse me. im wishing i had more time to...
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