Friday Jun 10, 2005

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i just have to keep moving.
i just have to keep learning about myself.
i just have to keep working.
i just have to keep fighting my urges to become a bum.
i just have to keep believeing in myself, thank god everyone else does smile
kittyinabox:
Hey there!

Thanks for the happy birthday.

Take it easy.

-A
melissakennedy:
thanks for the compliment... yeah the ones i uploaded here are more of me looking into the camra, but actually a lot of the stuff in my portfolio isn't that way... I will be posting more sexy pics tonight!. <3

Friday Jun 03, 2005

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for some reason or another ive been getting extremely bored with my life in general... unfortunately boredom inevitably leads to depression. being out of college and not having the job i want is really bugging me, but im sorta in a rock and a hard place. i live in colorado and cant afford to move to cali, so my options are limited for now. i...
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wtf:
I don't get on here as much or email because of my slow connection phone. My point? myabe it's the flow of your lifeM but you got to go with it. Do your best and see yourself in small steps getting there. Good stuff takes time. Have faith in you man! I do!
wtf:
I don't get on here as much or email because of my slow connection phone. My point? myabe it's the flow of your lifeM but you got to go with it. Do your best and see yourself in small steps getting there. Good stuff takes time. Have faith in you man! I do!

Tuesday May 24, 2005

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i've officially begun the application process to get me where i need to go. its a horrifying process.. selling yourself like you're a whore to the man. my parents keep bugging me about it and for some reason it instantly puts me in a bad mood. wierd huh? ive been trying to figure out whats setting me off, and i think it has a lot...
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abia:
That can be scary and a lot of pressure having to do that. With your parents nagging at you to do it is even more pressure, so I can understand how you feel. I feel like I want to explode when that happens but it will all work out for you. wink
kittyinabox:
Well, good luck!

It's always alot of pressure putting yourself on paper. It's also hard with your parents nagging at you. They just want you to feel successful. But, remember not to only act on their favor.......make sure you doing what's right for you. After all, your parents will be happy with what ever you do......I may not seem like it, but its true.

Thursday May 05, 2005

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may 3rd and 4th were dark days for me. NIN came to town and the show sold out in something lame like 12 minutes. system of a down had a surprise show last wednesday and someone decided to move the max number of tix per person to 6 from 2. mudvayne sold out as well, but thats just because i was being lazy and didnt...
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Wednesday Apr 27, 2005

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slipknot kicked a lot of ass!! i miss going to shows, but i dont miss my ears ringing for the next 24 hours whatever i think im going to go to mudvayne too, ive always liked their music and ive never seen them live. probably should get tix for that.

short film update: the renderng guy got a job in new york so we just got...
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Tuesday Apr 19, 2005

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last weekend was quite possibly the most fun i've had in a large group in quite a long time. friday my friend and his girlie and my girlie and i all went to the bars, drank and had a really amusing time. unfortunately we ran onto an old 'friend' of whom i now wish an unhappy existance until he makes amends with those he screwed...
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abia:
I want to try some sushi! That is good that you had a good time. Have fun at the show. I am seeing slipknot next tuesday and I can't wait!! smile

Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

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its almost time for slipknot to come to colorado!! cant wait. so much good music is coming out again too.. audioslave, mudvayne, nin, system of a down... its gonna be a great month for downloading biggrin
kittyinabox:
man....I missssss the Denver music scene! Nothing come to Gainesville!

Sounds like fun smile
kittyinabox:
OK, so I am beginning to think that I should listen to you. Wish me luck to not fuck it up.

When are these concerts you are going to?

Wednesday Apr 06, 2005

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i finally finished modeling that damn 350z. took so damn long, but ive learned so much once again. im gonna make some employer really happy... i just need to find said employer. going back and reading my previous journal entry leads me to believe that i shouldnt post after drinking. serious rant that sounded worse that it really was. now speaking of rants, what the...
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kittyinabox:
I heard that blizzard finally hit.......save some snow for me

smile

good luck on the resumes smile
abia:
did you get a lot of snow? I saw on cnn that somewhere in colorado they did, that was out of control! You will be reconized it just takes time wink

Sunday Apr 03, 2005

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life can be so extremely confusing ya know? ive had the rare and extremely pleasant advantage of knowing what ive wanted to do with my life for quite some time now. i love art. im naturally good with computers. it would seem to make sense that i pursue a career in computer arts, correct? well, ive done just that. and im happy with my path...
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kittyinabox:
I used to joke that I was going back to gradschool because I was not ready for the real world. I've learned that living in the real world isn't something that I have a choice in. All of a sudden I was done with school. Even though I still go to campus everyday, I go to WORK everyday. I pay all the bills, I decide where those bills come from, I do all the time managment, I do the cooking, I the one who sees that I have no free time. I spent a good amount of time in my teens waiting for this....Then I would be in control......But, yeah, sometimes I feel like I have no control too..........

I think your doing fine. The best thing is that you still know what love. Don't put that off to try to get back on track! And at least you are acting now. Some people spend way too much time thinking about what they would love to do and never act on it.

-A

[Edited on Apr 03, 2005 12:19PM]
kittyinabox:
The director's cut is soooooo worth buying.

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