the time is 2:41 AM. i'm drunk. tonight ive taken down 2 long islands. strong ones, not pussy ones. the next bar i went to had PBR at 2 bucks each. i had 2 of those. over about 2 hours time thats enough to make me feel pretty good. ive found that being drunk again has made me think. think about (once again) who exactly...
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its finally raining here again. beats the hell out of the heat, but it feels just like fall already.. its kinda a sad feeling! i almost miss the heat..?
i leave for LA on saturday. going to siggraph, a huge conference for people that do what i do.. hopefully itll yield more education on how excactly to get a job. itll probably be hot as...
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i leave for LA on saturday. going to siggraph, a huge conference for people that do what i do.. hopefully itll yield more education on how excactly to get a job. itll probably be hot as...
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so im quite certain that if thers a hell it would be in phoenix. 117 degrees with a wind just isnt right. wedding was nice tho. turns out it was either phoenix in july or new york in december. ill go with the insane heat. i also had my roomate go to the ren festival and get me that sword. it was still there, and...
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fukidunno:
oooooo I want to see it! Will you post a pic? I love the ren festival and want to go when it comes around here. It's such a blast.
The weather in AZ makes it feel good back home eh?
The weather in AZ makes it feel good back home eh?
yea, so tommorow morning im flying to arizona for my uncles wedding. yay. who has a wedding in arizona in july? besides my uncle. at least its gonna be a quickie. fly out friday, come back on sunday in time to watch family guy. there better be some hott brides maids there or else! 
so on saturday i went to the colorado renissance festival. had a fucking great time! i almost splooged on a 375 dollar sword. its a real sword. the thing can take off limbs, eviscrate washers and apparently a subaru. not sure if im ok with them mauling a subie.. theres plenty of fords and chevys laying around... anyway all my friends basically bailed on me...
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curiosity:
After I typed in my response to SGJapan I realized I don't know if you have the Japanese font pack installed, so my characters might come up as ??? or gibberish.
Anyway here are the characters for immortal, "fumetsu."
Curi.
Anyway here are the characters for immortal, "fumetsu."
Curi.
curiosity:
In this case the "fu" is on the left and the "metsu" is on the right, so it's read left to right.
You could have the "fu" on top and the "metsu" under it and it would still be correct.
The "fu" is a character which has the meaning "no" and the "metsu" means "perish." So your tattoo would literally say "no perish," i.e. not going to die, i.e. immortal. It doesn't really sound as cool as in English, but there you have it.
Curi.
You could have the "fu" on top and the "metsu" under it and it would still be correct.
The "fu" is a character which has the meaning "no" and the "metsu" means "perish." So your tattoo would literally say "no perish," i.e. not going to die, i.e. immortal. It doesn't really sound as cool as in English, but there you have it.
Curi.
well, its official. im back to being single again!! 
i think this has been one of the least painful breakups ive ever had. we both agreed that its best we become friends again. we never got emotionally attached, we live really far apart and other breakdowns in communication lead to the inevitable breakup. whats nice is that im quite sure we're really going to be...
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i think this has been one of the least painful breakups ive ever had. we both agreed that its best we become friends again. we never got emotionally attached, we live really far apart and other breakdowns in communication lead to the inevitable breakup. whats nice is that im quite sure we're really going to be... Read More
kittyinabox:
Hey there...
Congrats on everything.....it is a new moon and all.
Its good to hear that you have had changes for the better.
Congrats on everything.....it is a new moon and all.
Its good to hear that you have had changes for the better.
wtf:
Wow, no negativity. Wait! does that qualify as a double negative?
Ahhh.
Way to go man, sounds like life is on your side. What do you want to do next? 
Ahhh.
Way to go man, sounds like life is on your side. What do you want to do next? so its been nearly 2 weeks. not a single cigarette. not even a drag. its pretty sweet how well im taking to not smoking.
i think my girl and i are giong to call it quitts soon, we havent been spending time together at all and its feeling so much like we're friends versus significant others. whats nice tho.. ive learned an incredible amount from...
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i think my girl and i are giong to call it quitts soon, we havent been spending time together at all and its feeling so much like we're friends versus significant others. whats nice tho.. ive learned an incredible amount from...
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fukidunno:
I am so proud of you as I am sure you are proud of yourself. Strong man, strong will. I know how it is, been there adn went back to the darkside. But, I will be joining you soon. Sick of smoking. I get close all the time, 1/2 days without it so bad that the first one tastes horrible.
You have such a healthy attitude on your girl. That's awesome. Once again, age is irrevelant. Wiser than years. Congrats.
You have such a healthy attitude on your girl. That's awesome. Once again, age is irrevelant. Wiser than years. Congrats.
well, ive had one cigarette since monday. specifically on tuseday. yes, i am a bitch. but after that one i promptly threw away my lighter. the following day i had to work a full 8 hour shift (work is the one place i have yet to break my smoking habit). i broke down about 4 times? but each time something distracted me from indulging my...
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today marks the first day ive gone the whole day without smoking a single cigarette. im so damn happy i could just claw my eyes out!! serious modivation being my grandfater went in for a quadruple bypass on the ole ticker. defanently good modivation.
my quest for a job continues.. im gonna be in LA at the very end of july/ beginning of august at...
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my quest for a job continues.. im gonna be in LA at the very end of july/ beginning of august at...
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wtf:
You go man! I am there wanting to quit myself. Stay strong. Be the nonsmoker. You are!
its monday.
wtf:
Not nay more!!!!!
You still in Denver?
You still in Denver?
Are you afraid of your own power?
What
are
you
waiting
for
?
Edited because the first feeling of exhilerating forward motion is the best and becomes additicting. And I also know of every pitfall, every backward slide opens up to take it away. Think twice. Feel three times.
[Edited on Aug 03, 2005 7:21AM]
you haven't lost your self....you've just put yourself on hold......Why????? Because your being like me...........That procastination wil only hurt you..........and I should know.......So, don't be like me........
Really, I'm the queen of procratination because at the moment before I do "it" I convince myself that I will suck at it........then when I finally do "it" I usally feel pretty damn good about myself........This is the one mistake that I usually don't learn from.........and I need to......I wish for you to learn quicker than me......
From my view....your in a pretty normal place. Between finishing school and moving on with whatever I wanted to do, I felt lost (for at least a year). Give yourslef some pitstops every once in a while.......You'll get to where you are headed.