ironhalo

let me take advantage of this moment.....and share the lyrics in my head.......


a second of reflection can
take you to the moon
the slightest hesitation can
bring you down in flames

a single spark of passion
can change a man forever
a moment in a lifetime
is all it takes to break him


...and the rest of the song for that matter...

...good night...

.......see, without you and your friends that beer would have been a total waste.......

......some people...including myself...forget that pouring rain can be the ultimate cleansing experince....sometimes it rains so hard that it disorients you and seems to cut you off from the world around you....surrender to it and let it wash away all you impurities...before their gone they are all you see...but once it passes, moving on may seem easier......options that you had never even considered come about.....................believe me.....i know.........if i have learned anything this past year and a half.....is that there are no setbacks in life......there's what happends and what doesn't happen.....its how you choose to react to these events that matters..........don't be so hard on yourself.....it was not "you" that was stollen.....you would never allow them to go there....

...you should give me a call next week so that we could try netherworld again...i come back to colorado sunday night....and i think i may have next tuesday and thursday off...if those days still work best for you.

-A

...so i'm not going to ask if your OK...or tell you it will be ok...id be livid also.........

...but, i hope you that in a day or two you start to feel better....

-A

your creativity doesn't offend them...its the fear of confronting a message that states that they too could be free...

...I think my response went on the previous page...

[Edited on Mar 02, 2004 12:11AM]

hello...you seemed to have a very packed weekend....mine was well....I felt rushed the entire time though...I had a lot or errands to run.....work was crazy....but it made for excellent tips (always tip your barista )

out of all the Type O Negative I have listen to Summer Breeze does not ring a bell....but its been a little time.....i definitely remember them though...Peter Steel was an object of obsession for a while.... . One of my favorite remakes is actually Blue Monday by Orgy.

..I'll see you tomorrow....how am I going to find you at netherworld?

-A

what time are we meeting??? eightish???

...im really no good at discribing people.....and I haven't the slightest idea of what I will be wearing! I do have long, straight, dark brown/ black hair with short bangs. and the right side of my nose has a stud in it....this probably won't help from a distance...

.....i should have been more specific.....i actually didn't get in to another school....the quote was from my rejection letter..hence, why i felt so bad.....apparently there were more applicatants that were above the minimum...i think it only got to me since it was from a school where i knew a considerable amount of faculty who knew my research well....it just cuts like a knife when your collegues display in detail just how much you are not good enough........but, i quickly picked myself up and remembered that i was accepted to another univerversity earilier this month.....one that sees my true telents....thanks for the congrats anyway though!

..im going to have to learn from you about your work ethics....i need to learn to brush them off....

have a good night...It's friday!!! I'll give you a call tomorrow or sunday about netherworld.


-A

....nothing to worry about...

here's some cool words to ponder courtesy of The Damned..(J.A.)


One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small,
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all.
Go ask Alice
When she's ten feet tall.

And if you go chasing rabbits
And you know you're going to fall,
Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillar
Has given you the call.
Call Alice
When she was just small.

When the men on the chessboard
Get up and tell you where to go
And you've just had some kind of mushroom
And your mind is moving low.
Go ask Alice
I think she'll know.

When logic and proportion
Have fallen softly dead,
And the White Knight is talking backwards
And the Red Queen's "off with her head!"
Remember what the dormouse said:
"Feed your head. Feed your head. Feed your head"

-A

hello,

...of course you didn't piss me off!!! your advise made me laugh and feel better, but throwing rocks wouldn't of helped...besides they are not worth my time or energy...crazy dreams are the best too...their the ones I remember the most.

thanks for letting me vent about my carrer choices. your response made me feel a lot better. it's so easy for me to discredit what I have done. sometimes I get lost in the discriptions of what others tell me I should do....like to forget about grad school and real research..."engineering is where all the money is" they say....



Thanks for showing me your art. I absolutly loved your photos. I've always had a thing for black and white photography.....I can see what's real by color...but when its looked at with such contrasting boldness reality seems so surreal..and things I couldn't see before become visible...like resurfaced forgotten memory....the details always popout later...also, i think one of them has St. Elizabeth's church in it ...my parents were married there some 31 years ago..

...i'm still up cafe neatherworld (or anywhere)...it's open till 2am usually...sunday could still work...but, I have tuesday off next week if you want to hold off till then...then we could also meet earlier and you maynot be so rushed (if your sunday is like last sunday).

..don't worry about sleeping too much....you seem to be getting plenty done....let yourself rest...

-A