tommorow i have to get up super early and go to the drift showoff up in pikes peak. this should really kick ass! a bunch of crazy japanese people in really nice imports flying around a track at 100 mph and me with my camera taking pictures like a madman. beats working.. thats for damn sure.
i finally finished my car project for my portfolio...
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i just woke up. i was supposed to be at class at 930. its 2 in the afternoon. sleep damnit sleep!!
ive been having some bizzare mood swings that i dont fully understand.. well i do understand the source but i dont much want to admit it. all i want for myself right now is to find a good job when i get outa class...
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ive been having some bizzare mood swings that i dont fully understand.. well i do understand the source but i dont much want to admit it. all i want for myself right now is to find a good job when i get outa class...
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britbritbaby:
school sux 
britbritbaby:
my thoughts exactly. 
tommorow i go to california to watch my uncle get married for the 3rd time. hopefully it will work out for him this time.. he's a good guy and he deserves someone who cares about him. it should be 'entertaining' to do the family thing with the millions of people that will be there...
i may have found a job when i graduate. this is...
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kittyinabox:
Hello....
Yeah, life can be pretty weird......
I actually think things are going to work out really well with my new realtionship. It's funny, I've known this guy for two years and well only hooked up now. All this time I'd been searching and really I already knew him....same thing with him.
How did things end up with that one girl......did you find someone who treats you better? you deserve to be with a nice girl...
Congrats on the new job....what does it involve. I did take the offer to move to Florida for my Ph.D. I really excited about the whole thing.
Take care,
-A
Yeah, life can be pretty weird......
I actually think things are going to work out really well with my new realtionship. It's funny, I've known this guy for two years and well only hooked up now. All this time I'd been searching and really I already knew him....same thing with him.
How did things end up with that one girl......did you find someone who treats you better? you deserve to be with a nice girl...
Congrats on the new job....what does it involve. I did take the offer to move to Florida for my Ph.D. I really excited about the whole thing.
Take care,
-A
skools out!!!! at least until summer classes start in 2 weeks 
oh well, keeps my brain fresh. im gonna have to make a point to keep my butt parked at my comp more so i can get a good portfoio worked out.. and staying home means not going out and getting trashed 4 days out of the week... eh... it should be good for me...
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oh well, keeps my brain fresh. im gonna have to make a point to keep my butt parked at my comp more so i can get a good portfoio worked out.. and staying home means not going out and getting trashed 4 days out of the week... eh... it should be good for me... Read More
kittyinabox:
Hey man,
what's going on with you lately? All is well here....spending a lot of time with my new man, working, and trying to save money (what else is new?)
yuck....summer classes!!!! I always stayed void of those. However I probably would have graduated sooner if I had taken some.
Take care,
-A
what's going on with you lately? All is well here....spending a lot of time with my new man, working, and trying to save money (what else is new?)
yuck....summer classes!!!! I always stayed void of those. However I probably would have graduated sooner if I had taken some.
Take care,
-A
so ive finally gotten out of that damn apartment and into my house.. its quite nice and im feeling liberated with this new house. ive also been feeling a lot less bummed out about my latest dating debacle as well. with each failure in the dating world i learn more about what i want and dont want, and ive also learned to get over people...
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sometimes you just feel like a damn tool. sometimes you just want to scream at the world and demand that the future of your lfe be laid at your feet. and sometimes, just sometimes things go as they should. im still wondering about that. so now i dont much care anymore, and im going out to get drunk with my friends.
damn i suck. i didnt have the balls to cut off the pseudo relationship im in
i think i would have regretted it down the road, even though i think shell go back to her ex anyway..
on a less depressing note, im moving into my new house in less than a week. im sick of my apartment. the shower almost boiled me again (at...
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i think i would have regretted it down the road, even though i think shell go back to her ex anyway..
on a less depressing note, im moving into my new house in less than a week. im sick of my apartment. the shower almost boiled me again (at...
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kittyinabox:
yeah, I know I know......I just have this bad habbit of taking peoples critcism to heart for way to long.........Then I end up asking myself: "why can't I be proud of myself for once??"...Perhaps, I fear this because I fear never becoming more......who knows.
So, you didn't cut it off......you never know, things could still workout. However, I wouldn't let her drag you around too long. You would regret that down the road too...
Have fun moving.
Good Night,
-A
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So, you didn't cut it off......you never know, things could still workout. However, I wouldn't let her drag you around too long. You would regret that down the road too...
Have fun moving.
Good Night,
-A
[Edited on Apr 29, 2004 11:49PM]
today i think im going to have to put an end to this childish and dramatic sitauton im in. im supposed to see a movie with the girl in question, and if she hasnt made up her mind im going to do it for her and just cut it off. i may regret it, i may feel bad for it. but its what i feel...
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ever have the feeling that no matter what you do youre going to get fucked? like really hard? because its happened in the past itll happen again kinda crap? ive learned that i have severe trust issues with people, especially women that im romantically interested in. sounds crazy, but i just figured it out. it feels good to realize your own imperfections like that. it...
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kittyinabox:
Hello,
Yeah, it has been a while. I've been busy with work and whatnot...
Try not to stress too much.
Yeah, it has been a while. I've been busy with work and whatnot...
Try not to stress too much.
kittyinabox:
Hello,
I decided to join the "Dating Sucks" board today and saw your post.
I'm sorry things aren't working out better for you...really.
Never let someone put your heart in a jar and left on a shelf to save for later........that's just how I feel.....because I know it hurts.
Take care,
Audra
I decided to join the "Dating Sucks" board today and saw your post.
I'm sorry things aren't working out better for you...really.
Never let someone put your heart in a jar and left on a shelf to save for later........that's just how I feel.....because I know it hurts.
Take care,
Audra
school continues to whoop my ass. im not studying enough.. i need summer time to come already..! i need goof off time with no homework to worry about, just me, my friends and maya. stuff i want to do..! i graduate in december.. its official. scary scary crap, but im looking foward to it in a starnge way. in some ways im not ready for...
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