ironhalo

for some reason or another ive been getting extremely bored with my life in general... unfortunately boredom inevitably leads to depression. being out of college and not having the job i want is really bugging me, but im sorta in a rock and a hard place. i live in colorado and cant afford to move to cali, so my options are limited for now. i think my life is missing the structure college forced on me. i think i need to start setting a routine in my life and start following it. i guess it boils down to an issue of how modivated i can get and how quickly.. the only person thats going to light a fire under my ass is going to be me...