ironhalo

for the past couple days i've realized that i havent been uncomfortable in my very own skin. i feel like ive been up tight and really taking life way too seriously or something.. regardless of what im doing or not doing i obviously dont like it. that girl im 'openly dating'.. i dont know what happened or how it happened but i freaked out on her.. we got into a really strange fight about what exactly what we were doing.. it boiled down to me wanting to see her and her not being ready to see me.. me feeling like im being blown off or not valued or something. frankly i dont know where it came from or how things got so out of hand.

you bitch a lot. shes right, i do. fuck, i feel so damn empty.. like somethings missing or im not doing something right.... sometimes i flat out dont understand myself.