Monday Sep 27, 2004

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i havent updated my journal in nearly two weeks now. i figure im due. so.. i guess lifes been good. my girl and i are doing ok i guess. we seem to argue way too much given the amount of time we've been going out. im not sure if its best for me to stay with her. im not sure if im doing it because i dont like being alone or because im trying too hard or if its just because i just want sex. but, i do like being around her when we're not arguing. i like it a lot in fact... so i dunno.. ive been slacking somewhat on my school work and thats defanently not a good thing. i gotta be weary of that. but its 9 am here and im up and im gonna start doing homework soon so thats a good thing, right? who needs sleep anyway? last semesters are always scary... so many uncertain things...
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wtf:
Enjoy the uncertainty, if life was all planned out and we knew the ending, it would be really boring. Relationships included.

Have fun, it'll go by before you know it. Think about what you are arguing about, is it life altering? If something happened and she was gone tomorrow, would you miss her and regret the bickering? wink that's how I get by, and always enjoy the sex, no words needed sometimes, just a look in the eyes........
wtf:
Excellent post, thank you for your perspective. Good to know I'm not the only one that doesn't has a McLife preordered at the drive thru. Sometimes it seems like a resume is the only thing in this country that defines a person. That coupled with my reunion last weekend left a bad taste in my mouth. Skydiving lessons may be in order. Anything that can't be put down on paper and lets me know I'm alive. SCAA ProRally in upper Michigan is coming up in a couple of weeks, something I know no one in my graduating class will be attending. Somehow that's comforting. whatever

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