ironhalo

school school and more school. i cant believe a month has already gone by! time is flying like no other right now. id kill for it to just slow the hell down.. its funny. my entire life i've been itching for time to fly, and now that it actually is i want it to slow down. wtf? oh well. whatever. it doesnt help that im seeing someone. im actually pretty happy too.. we had a somewhat rocky beginning, but the last week and a half has been great. im so used to dysfunctional girls and dysfunctional relationships. its sad to say, but its what im used to and that caused me problems when i finally met a girl thats not a loon. i really hope this relationship goes somewhere. shes a sweetie.. i just have to make myself take off some of the emotional armor thats been growing for the past couple relationships.

i should update my journal more often, but it seems like time is of the essence; and yet somehow i manage to waste so much of it... i hope fate has some good stuff in store for me. i've been trying.. ...