Damn, lifes been good these last couple days. strangely enough im really happy to be going back to college. i think im gonna miss it when its all said and done. my classes are a lot of fun, i think ive found a new area that ill end up loving in my field.. this is a very good thing. sometimes im convinced im bi polar tho. its odd how life can seem extremely overwhelming and suddenly everythings peachy. oh well, im not gonna complain 
The Subie job has been long and coming of course. I've got a hella cover letter in progress to make up for my lack of experience complete with Baja Mexico pictures. (The only thing I thought I'd never gett excited to sell) I've been walking through proposals of 'me' in my head. Hard to when I have a tiny ego. Have to sell me first and all. Scared as hell and can't let it show. Have the interview for the Class Analyst job at a Customs Brokerage Firm tomorrow. Really don't want it. Doesn't get me all worked up inside. $5000 a year in tuition reimburement is cool and all but the $ isn't there upfront and that's not even the important part. I never, EVER in my previous life, (as in before this year) thought I would want to be a car salesperson. It certainly wasn't something I said I wanted to do as a little girl. If someone whose parents both work for Ford and have major family ties can buy one, I can sell them to anyone. I sell them all the time. I let people test drive mine, (with me in it of course) For now though I revel in the challenge of being the only female in a male dominated field. Of selling Scoob in the "Motor City" and triumphing. Some kid in a suped up Neon pulled up next to me. I could hear the turbo whine. Come talking when you have 4 on the floor. We exchanged smiles, he knew what I had, word is getting around. Who knows, with experience, I may move to the Subaru-Nissan-Mazda-VW dealer when the Skylines come out. Those thing sell themselves.