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ironhalo

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Friday Aug 20, 2004

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last night was one of the most humbling moments in my life. i realized a lot of aweful stuff about myself that ive been guilty of for the past couple months. its so hard to look at myself in the mirror right now... its a really aweful feeling, but its one i have to learn from and make 100% sure that i NEVER make those errors again and that i NEVER let myself become what i am at this point in time.

tonight im going to rise with a couple friends, it should be a good time.. im either going to fill my brain with a lot of drugs and alcohol or stay nearly completely sober. im not sure which one yet.

tommorow is my friends bbq as well, provided it doesnt rain us out or freeze our butts off...
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Holy shit man! Was it a drug induced revelation or one that was more simply dawned upon? I love/hate those myself. There's nothing quite like not being pissed at yourself is there? At least you can get it and move on. Some people get stuck by refusing to admit they exist in the first place or putting the blame on other people or external forces.

As G.I Joe said: Knowing is 1/2 the battle...

Have fun at the BBQ wink
Aug 20, 2004
kittyinabox:
....where did that come from?

....I hope your feeling more resolved. smile

yeah, the long distance thing sucks.......but, we'll get throught it. Have you seen that girl again?

....I wan't to go to a BBQ......nothing beats eating food off the grill in someone's back yard.

...and I'd do anything for it to be cold outside.....it's hot here in Gainesville, even when it rains of hours (even through Charley it was 90 degrees. Luckily, the herricane didn't come too far north.)

Aug 21, 2004

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