well, its been a record time since i posted my normal semi cerebral useless dribble. so may as well update. 3rd month of life in the east bay, so far i like it. desptie the fact that it was SNOWING in north bay last weekend. i left the snow in the mountains but it seems content to follow me..
i actually begun to look for jobs more actively and research whats required as well. it seems im not exactly 'marketable', a flaw i want to change. but im still applying. my parents and i 'talked'. seems like going back to school may be a requirement for me to get where i need to be in life. at least this time i can go into it knowing exactly what i need to do and how to do it. i blame the shortcomings of my career on myself and my school, but in the end i have no one but myself to blame. even though i want to blame my school more than i should perhaps.
i dont know if i posted it at any point here, but i got a pet from the shelter. i wanted a dog as im a dog person, but being my backyard is my neighbors driveway and my front yard is the size of my old room (small) and im not home much a dogs not in the cards. so i got a cat.
his names buster and hes the most vocal cat ive seen. hes actualy really cool tho, i dont know why his old owner surrendered him. probably cuz he meows until you cave into his demands?
i miss my friends in colorado, but ive begun to make new ones here. california is defanently not colorado. but, im adjusting nicely and im very happy i moved. its forced me to make the next step in my life, and whatever the outcome im glad ive done it.
i actually begun to look for jobs more actively and research whats required as well. it seems im not exactly 'marketable', a flaw i want to change. but im still applying. my parents and i 'talked'. seems like going back to school may be a requirement for me to get where i need to be in life. at least this time i can go into it knowing exactly what i need to do and how to do it. i blame the shortcomings of my career on myself and my school, but in the end i have no one but myself to blame. even though i want to blame my school more than i should perhaps.
i dont know if i posted it at any point here, but i got a pet from the shelter. i wanted a dog as im a dog person, but being my backyard is my neighbors driveway and my front yard is the size of my old room (small) and im not home much a dogs not in the cards. so i got a cat.
his names buster and hes the most vocal cat ive seen. hes actualy really cool tho, i dont know why his old owner surrendered him. probably cuz he meows until you cave into his demands?
i miss my friends in colorado, but ive begun to make new ones here. california is defanently not colorado. but, im adjusting nicely and im very happy i moved. its forced me to make the next step in my life, and whatever the outcome im glad ive done it.