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so today i got up at 1 pm (very nice) to the sound of rain and thunder above my room. i love the rain so much.. its been so hot here, so hot that i want to curl up in the fridge so i can stay at a reasonable temperature. waking up to the rain was somewhat amusing too, the night before i read the...
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wtf:
Skylines and Subarus woot! biggrin wink
wtf:
so true...

(your entry from the 14th)

and I agree with your path for me.. I guess sometimes it takes an outsiders perspective, even someone that doesn't know you at all. all the variables are stunning aren't they?
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Have you ever looked into the mirror when youre completely shit faced drunk and you have no idea who is looking back at you? It's the strangest thing I've felt in quite a while. I guess it means that I don't know who or what i am sometimes, wheter that be a good or a bad thing. Knowing myself tends to be an elusive mystery....
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my lame ass hard drive failed somehow. not really sure what happened, but i lost all my mp3s, anime and pix. that sucks frown so ive been downloading like a fiend lately, trying to rebuild my once epic archive of software piracy. if anyone is reading this and wants to report me, well you can go to hell and die.
kittyinabox:
yeah....that really does suck.......hopefully you are able to re-download the good stuff.

I'm glad to hear that your work is going well and that you have new opportunities opening up....Evil Genius? I wonder it its the same company that I know of........I know a few Comp Sci wizards.

Myself, I'm getting ready to head off to Florida. Man....there's alot of shit to take care of when you move out of state. That's about it, besides work and hanging out with my man.

Take care.

-A
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the good:

i began working on a short film in boulder. very cool. im doing some really fun stuff, and im working and doing a great job too.. my teacher said he might have found me a job as well. this place called Evil Genius .. they make ps2/3 games and theyre in boulder.. kickass smile

the bad:

somehow i managed to really fuck up one...
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britbritbaby:
I hope you get the job! It sounds fun. What school do you go to? Happy 4th! kiss
jae_murder:
ooooh i live in boulder, next time you should let me know where you all plan to be, and i can show up all obnoxious and drunk....

it will be a good time
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tommorow i have to get up super early and go to the drift showoff up in pikes peak. this should really kick ass! a bunch of crazy japanese people in really nice imports flying around a track at 100 mph and me with my camera taking pictures like a madman. beats working.. thats for damn sure.

i finally finished my car project for my portfolio...
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i just woke up. i was supposed to be at class at 930. its 2 in the afternoon. sleep damnit sleep!!

ive been having some bizzare mood swings that i dont fully understand.. well i do understand the source but i dont much want to admit it. all i want for myself right now is to find a good job when i get outa class...
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britbritbaby:
school sux kiss
britbritbaby:
my thoughts exactly. wink
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tommorow i go to california to watch my uncle get married for the 3rd time. hopefully it will work out for him this time.. he's a good guy and he deserves someone who cares about him. it should be 'entertaining' to do the family thing with the millions of people that will be there...

i may have found a job when i graduate. this is...
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kittyinabox:
Hello....

Yeah, life can be pretty weird......

I actually think things are going to work out really well with my new realtionship. It's funny, I've known this guy for two years and well only hooked up now. All this time I'd been searching and really I already knew him....same thing with him.

How did things end up with that one girl......did you find someone who treats you better? you deserve to be with a nice girl...

Congrats on the new job....what does it involve. I did take the offer to move to Florida for my Ph.D. I really excited about the whole thing.

Take care,

-A
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skools out!!!! at least until summer classes start in 2 weeks frown oh well, keeps my brain fresh. im gonna have to make a point to keep my butt parked at my comp more so i can get a good portfoio worked out.. and staying home means not going out and getting trashed 4 days out of the week... eh... it should be good for me...
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kittyinabox:
Hey man,

what's going on with you lately? All is well here....spending a lot of time with my new man, working, and trying to save money (what else is new?)

yuck....summer classes!!!! I always stayed void of those. However I probably would have graduated sooner if I had taken some.

Take care,

-A
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so ive finally gotten out of that damn apartment and into my house.. its quite nice and im feeling liberated with this new house. ive also been feeling a lot less bummed out about my latest dating debacle as well. with each failure in the dating world i learn more about what i want and dont want, and ive also learned to get over people...
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sometimes you just feel like a damn tool. sometimes you just want to scream at the world and demand that the future of your lfe be laid at your feet. and sometimes, just sometimes things go as they should. im still wondering about that. so now i dont much care anymore, and im going out to get drunk with my friends.
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damn i suck. i didnt have the balls to cut off the pseudo relationship im in frown
i think i would have regretted it down the road, even though i think shell go back to her ex anyway..

on a less depressing note, im moving into my new house in less than a week. im sick of my apartment. the shower almost boiled me again (at...
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kittyinabox:
yeah, I know I know......I just have this bad habbit of taking peoples critcism to heart for way to long.........Then I end up asking myself: "why can't I be proud of myself for once??"...Perhaps, I fear this because I fear never becoming more......who knows.

So, you didn't cut it off......you never know, things could still workout. However, I wouldn't let her drag you around too long. You would regret that down the road too...

Have fun moving.

Good Night,

-A

[Edited on Apr 29, 2004 11:49PM]