i havent updated my journal in nearly two weeks now. i figure im due. so.. i guess lifes been good. my girl and i are doing ok i guess. we seem to argue way too much given the amount of time we've been going out. im not sure if its best for me to stay with her. im not sure if im doing it because...
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school school and more school. i cant believe a month has already gone by! time is flying like no other right now. id kill for it to just slow the hell down.. its funny. my entire life i've been itching for time to fly, and now that it actually is i want it to slow down. wtf? oh well. whatever. it doesnt help that im...
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wtf:
Past experience are what make us learn but sometimes they hold us back. Like when it comes to love. Hang in there with school. Isn't it funny how time slows and speed up? Weird. Very.
thanks everyone for wishing me a happy bday. all said and done i had a good birthday. oddly enough i was already saying i was 24 a couple months before the fact, so it wasnt all that much of a shock to me. good food, friends and a lot of vodka and no hangover! made it a nice night..
it feels like this last semester...
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it feels like this last semester...
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kittyinabox:
Hey there,
Glad you had a great birthday!! How come you were telling people you were already 24?
Gainesville has some damage even though the eye of the storm went under us. UF is cancelling another day of classes due to most of the town (and state for that matter) being without power. Lucky me....I still have power and I'm praying it stays that way. There is all kinds of tree debis all over my deck...
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But, for the most part, everyone I've talked to seems to be getting by........
Ivan better not come......I don't think any building in Florida could take it.
Glad you had a great birthday!! How come you were telling people you were already 24?
Gainesville has some damage even though the eye of the storm went under us. UF is cancelling another day of classes due to most of the town (and state for that matter) being without power. Lucky me....I still have power and I'm praying it stays that way. There is all kinds of tree debis all over my deck...
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But, for the most part, everyone I've talked to seems to be getting by........
Ivan better not come......I don't think any building in Florida could take it.
school school and more school. its my last semester. im done december 18th. im freaking out a lot, but thats a good thing, right? i just have to make sure i stay on track and that i dont fall behind. i know what needs to get done, so i need to take care of it.
im also sort of seeing someone too.. its hard to...
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cece:
happy birthday.
kittyinabox:
Hey, Happy Birthday!!!!
And you have this nice long weekend to party hard
And you have this nice long weekend to party hard
Damn, lifes been good these last couple days. strangely enough im really happy to be going back to college. i think im gonna miss it when its all said and done. my classes are a lot of fun, i think ive found a new area that ill end up loving in my field.. this is a very good thing. sometimes im convinced im bi polar...
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wtf:
Time does have this way of stretching out and slowing down at odd times doesn't it? Sometimes it all seems too much and then others it fits just right. Glad things are turning out all right. So you've found your niche? That's very good. So many people get that fear right near the end and panic.
The Subie job has been long and coming of course. I've got a hella cover letter in progress to make up for my lack of experience complete with Baja Mexico pictures. (The only thing I thought I'd never gett excited to sell) I've been walking through proposals of 'me' in my head. Hard to when I have a tiny ego. Have to sell me first and all. Scared as hell and can't let it show. Have the interview for the Class Analyst job at a Customs Brokerage Firm tomorrow. Really don't want it. Doesn't get me all worked up inside. $5000 a year in tuition reimburement is cool and all but the $ isn't there upfront and that's not even the important part. I never, EVER in my previous life, (as in before this year) thought I would want to be a car salesperson. It certainly wasn't something I said I wanted to do as a little girl. If someone whose parents both work for Ford and have major family ties can buy one, I can sell them to anyone. I sell them all the time. I let people test drive mine, (with me in it of course) For now though I revel in the challenge of being the only female in a male dominated field. Of selling Scoob in the "Motor City" and triumphing. Some kid in a suped up Neon pulled up next to me. I could hear the turbo whine. Come talking when you have 4 on the floor. We exchanged smiles, he knew what I had, word is getting around. Who knows, with experience, I may move to the Subaru-Nissan-Mazda-VW dealer when the Skylines come out. Those thing sell themselves.
The Subie job has been long and coming of course. I've got a hella cover letter in progress to make up for my lack of experience complete with Baja Mexico pictures. (The only thing I thought I'd never gett excited to sell) I've been walking through proposals of 'me' in my head. Hard to when I have a tiny ego. Have to sell me first and all. Scared as hell and can't let it show. Have the interview for the Class Analyst job at a Customs Brokerage Firm tomorrow. Really don't want it. Doesn't get me all worked up inside. $5000 a year in tuition reimburement is cool and all but the $ isn't there upfront and that's not even the important part. I never, EVER in my previous life, (as in before this year) thought I would want to be a car salesperson. It certainly wasn't something I said I wanted to do as a little girl. If someone whose parents both work for Ford and have major family ties can buy one, I can sell them to anyone. I sell them all the time. I let people test drive mine, (with me in it of course) For now though I revel in the challenge of being the only female in a male dominated field. Of selling Scoob in the "Motor City" and triumphing. Some kid in a suped up Neon pulled up next to me. I could hear the turbo whine. Come talking when you have 4 on the floor. We exchanged smiles, he knew what I had, word is getting around. Who knows, with experience, I may move to the Subaru-Nissan-Mazda-VW dealer when the Skylines come out. Those thing sell themselves.
school starts on monday. i called into work sick today, the bosses didnt like that too much. apparently im supposed to call in an hour early, otherwise its a write up. either way i was gonna get one because my roomate was in the shower for a half hour again.. 
the bbq was fun.. went to boulder and went to a few house parties. i...
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the bbq was fun.. went to boulder and went to a few house parties. i...
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last night was one of the most humbling moments in my life. i realized a lot of aweful stuff about myself that ive been guilty of for the past couple months. its so hard to look at myself in the mirror right now... its a really aweful feeling, but its one i have to learn from and make 100% sure that i NEVER make those...
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wtf:
Holy shit man! Was it a drug induced revelation or one that was more simply dawned upon? I love/hate those myself. There's nothing quite like not being pissed at yourself is there? At least you can get it and move on. Some people get stuck by refusing to admit they exist in the first place or putting the blame on other people or external forces.
As G.I Joe said: Knowing is 1/2 the battle...
Have fun at the BBQ
As G.I Joe said: Knowing is 1/2 the battle...
Have fun at the BBQ
kittyinabox:
....where did that come from?
....I hope your feeling more resolved.
yeah, the long distance thing sucks.......but, we'll get throught it. Have you seen that girl again?
....I wan't to go to a BBQ......nothing beats eating food off the grill in someone's back yard.
...and I'd do anything for it to be cold outside.....it's hot here in Gainesville, even when it rains of hours (even through Charley it was 90 degrees. Luckily, the herricane didn't come too far north.)
....I hope your feeling more resolved.
yeah, the long distance thing sucks.......but, we'll get throught it. Have you seen that girl again?
....I wan't to go to a BBQ......nothing beats eating food off the grill in someone's back yard.
...and I'd do anything for it to be cold outside.....it's hot here in Gainesville, even when it rains of hours (even through Charley it was 90 degrees. Luckily, the herricane didn't come too far north.)
so i had a hot date last night with this girl i met at our last house party.. 
she seems really cool... we have common inetrests so thats defanently a cool thing. she doesnt quite meet all my cardinal rules for dating, but i think ill make an exception in her case. we hung out, did the dinner thing and the obligatory movie.. got coffee...
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she seems really cool... we have common inetrests so thats defanently a cool thing. she doesnt quite meet all my cardinal rules for dating, but i think ill make an exception in her case. we hung out, did the dinner thing and the obligatory movie.. got coffee... Read More
wtf:
Hmmm... inertested. Whata re your cardinal rules for dating. I mean I guess everyone has a certain set standards and such. A bare minimum (No crack heads, appreciate music and automobiles) and a would be nice to haves (fellow cosmic traveler and free think with good hands, soulful eyes and a great sense of humor when life gets you down) but I've never heard them put such a way. Kind of made me chuckle and think of religious folk in funny hats.
kittyinabox:
Congrats....sounds like it was a really fun time.
Lately, I've been dating my phone....I hate the long distance thing, but we've got to make it work for the next two months.
when do you start school again? Beware, your last semester goes super fast.
Lately, I've been dating my phone....I hate the long distance thing, but we've got to make it work for the next two months.
when do you start school again? Beware, your last semester goes super fast.
so my little brother finally turned 21. holy crap do i feel old as dirt now. we got him nice and drunk, but i dont think he got any action. i think hes somewhat of a prude. its crazy watching siblings grow up.. before i know it im gonna be drinking wiskey out of the bottle on a deck while cleaning my shotgun and threatening...
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Won't that be the day....
They say your whole life changes.... Yeah no shit... like literally. Think about those diapers. And then they grow outta of them. What are you going to do then sucka! What!
Kids blow my mind sometimes... our future is in them.
You seem like a deep person. (Ever have someone say it like it's a bad thing? WTF is that all about?) I say it in the most complementary way possible. I think those genes will compound when passed down. Let us hope our kids do good with the powers we bestow upon them.
They say your whole life changes....
Yeah no shit... like literally. Think about those diapers. And then they grow outta of them. What are you going to do then sucka! What!
Kids blow my mind sometimes... our future is in them.
You seem like a deep person. (Ever have someone say it like it's a bad thing? WTF is that all about?) I say it in the most complementary way possible. I think those genes will compound when passed down. Let us hope our kids do good with the powers we bestow upon them.
britbritbaby:
Oooh shotguns. 
::lick::
::lick::Sometimes my heart feels so cold and dead inside. Like it's forgotten how to love and lost the sensation of being loved. Then sometimes the tinest thing can pierce the darkness and cold and make the heart remember once again what love can be like...
this has been a really strange month overall. whats up with the continuous rain? its july. its supposed to be a million degrees outside, not perpetually raining. its far more welcome than the heat, but this is kinda wierd.. so many deadlines are fast approaching too... so many things are due and it feels like ive been sitting around squandering my time and energy. soon...
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Why is it that i can always get the girls i dont want, but when it comes to the ones that catch my eye it just doesnt pan out? i can go to a party and normally find a girl that i could hook up with. i never do that for many reasons, but thats beyond the point.
today i came home after going to...
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britbritbaby:
and women can sense many things. but when you're mean to be with someone it will happen. We should hang out sometime. you seem really down to earth.
kittyinabox:
Hey there.....
That aura you saw around that girl.......it's the same aura some girl will find around you.......you just need to let it out. It's not about you finding her.....she's looking for you too.
....and coming from a person who's seen you walk into a room, you'll each know when the other has arrived....because everyone else is no longer there....
That aura you saw around that girl.......it's the same aura some girl will find around you.......you just need to let it out. It's not about you finding her.....she's looking for you too.
....and coming from a person who's seen you walk into a room, you'll each know when the other has arrived....because everyone else is no longer there....
Have fun, it'll go by before you know it. Think about what you are arguing about, is it life altering? If something happened and she was gone tomorrow, would you miss her and regret the bickering?