so its been nearly 2 weeks. not a single cigarette. not even a drag. its pretty sweet how well im taking to not smoking.
i think my girl and i are giong to call it quitts soon, we havent been spending time together at all and its feeling so much like we're friends versus significant others. whats nice tho.. ive learned an incredible amount from...
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i think my girl and i are giong to call it quitts soon, we havent been spending time together at all and its feeling so much like we're friends versus significant others. whats nice tho.. ive learned an incredible amount from...
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well, ive had one cigarette since monday. specifically on tuseday. yes, i am a bitch. but after that one i promptly threw away my lighter. the following day i had to work a full 8 hour shift (work is the one place i have yet to break my smoking habit). i broke down about 4 times? but each time something distracted me from indulging my...
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today marks the first day ive gone the whole day without smoking a single cigarette. im so damn happy i could just claw my eyes out!! serious modivation being my grandfater went in for a quadruple bypass on the ole ticker. defanently good modivation.
my quest for a job continues.. im gonna be in LA at the very end of july/ beginning of august at...
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my quest for a job continues.. im gonna be in LA at the very end of july/ beginning of august at...
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wtf:
You go man! I am there wanting to quit myself. Stay strong. Be the nonsmoker. You are! 
its monday.
wtf:
Not nay more!!!!!
You still in Denver?
You still in Denver?
i just have to keep moving.
i just have to keep learning about myself.
i just have to keep working.
i just have to keep fighting my urges to become a bum.
i just have to keep believeing in myself, thank god everyone else does
i just have to keep learning about myself.
i just have to keep working.
i just have to keep fighting my urges to become a bum.
i just have to keep believeing in myself, thank god everyone else does
kittyinabox:
Hey there!
Thanks for the happy birthday.
Take it easy.
-A
Thanks for the happy birthday.
Take it easy.
-A
melissakennedy:
thanks for the compliment... yeah the ones i uploaded here are more of me looking into the camra, but actually a lot of the stuff in my portfolio isn't that way... I will be posting more sexy pics tonight!. <3
for some reason or another ive been getting extremely bored with my life in general... unfortunately boredom inevitably leads to depression. being out of college and not having the job i want is really bugging me, but im sorta in a rock and a hard place. i live in colorado and cant afford to move to cali, so my options are limited for now. i...
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wtf:
I don't get on here as much or email because of my slow connection phone. My point? myabe it's the flow of your lifeM but you got to go with it. Do your best and see yourself in small steps getting there. Good stuff takes time. Have faith in you man! I do!
wtf:
I don't get on here as much or email because of my slow connection phone. My point? myabe it's the flow of your lifeM but you got to go with it. Do your best and see yourself in small steps getting there. Good stuff takes time. Have faith in you man! I do!
ironhalo:
yea..
i've officially begun the application process to get me where i need to go. its a horrifying process.. selling yourself like you're a whore to the man. my parents keep bugging me about it and for some reason it instantly puts me in a bad mood. wierd huh? ive been trying to figure out whats setting me off, and i think it has a lot...
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abia:
That can be scary and a lot of pressure having to do that. With your parents nagging at you to do it is even more pressure, so I can understand how you feel. I feel like I want to explode when that happens but it will all work out for you. 
kittyinabox:
Well, good luck!
It's always alot of pressure putting yourself on paper. It's also hard with your parents nagging at you. They just want you to feel successful. But, remember not to only act on their favor.......make sure you doing what's right for you. After all, your parents will be happy with what ever you do......I may not seem like it, but its true.
It's always alot of pressure putting yourself on paper. It's also hard with your parents nagging at you. They just want you to feel successful. But, remember not to only act on their favor.......make sure you doing what's right for you. After all, your parents will be happy with what ever you do......I may not seem like it, but its true.
i just saw episode III. all i can say is:
awesome.
awesome.
may 3rd and 4th were dark days for me. NIN came to town and the show sold out in something lame like 12 minutes. system of a down had a surprise show last wednesday and someone decided to move the max number of tix per person to 6 from 2. mudvayne sold out as well, but thats just because i was being lazy and didnt...
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slipknot kicked a lot of ass!! i miss going to shows, but i dont miss my ears ringing for the next 24 hours 
i think im going to go to mudvayne too, ive always liked their music and ive never seen them live. probably should get tix for that.
short film update: the renderng guy got a job in new york so we just got...
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i think im going to go to mudvayne too, ive always liked their music and ive never seen them live. probably should get tix for that.
short film update: the renderng guy got a job in new york so we just got...
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last weekend was quite possibly the most fun i've had in a large group in quite a long time. friday my friend and his girlie and my girlie and i all went to the bars, drank and had a really amusing time. unfortunately we ran onto an old 'friend' of whom i now wish an unhappy existance until he makes amends with those he screwed...
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abia:
I want to try some sushi! That is good that you had a good time. Have fun at the show. I am seeing slipknot next tuesday and I can't wait!!
You have such a healthy attitude on your girl. That's awesome. Once again, age is irrevelant. Wiser than years. Congrats.