after all this time its finally in its last stages. the penguin short i began working on during the beginning of the year is now completed and awaiting final editing and sound. im going to have my first short film completed and its going to kick ass 
ive been getting nervous about the pending move to cali, i need to really buckle down and start...
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its come to my attention (once again) that the world and people associated with me in said world are completely insane. i went out for my friends birthday tonight. went to an upscale bar in cherry creek. drank expensive drinks. made pretentious conversation and other such things. after meeting up with some of her work friends that are in their 40s we head down to...
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why is it that the girls you dont mean to flirt with or send signals to are the ones that you always end up sending them to anyway? 
my friends quarter century birthday was today, and clubbing and drinking and overall fun was had by all. somehow i ended up getting texts from a girl that i dont have an interest in 
i also found...
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my friends quarter century birthday was today, and clubbing and drinking and overall fun was had by all. somehow i ended up getting texts from a girl that i dont have an interest in
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kittyinabox:
Ehhhh, Take it as a sign that your still attractive.
For me, it's the 19 year old undergrads that try to pickme up at the Sbux counter. Little things like that give me a quick laugh and keep me from getting too down in the gutter as I wait for another "one" to come along.
For me, it's the 19 year old undergrads that try to pickme up at the Sbux counter. Little things like that give me a quick laugh and keep me from getting too down in the gutter as I wait for another "one" to come along.
ive been compositing my demo reel for a while now. i cant believe how brain numbing this kinda work is. its seriously painful mentally. i havent been using my brain enough lately, ive been getting headaches from lack of proper brain activity. but, the demo reel is done for modeling, now i need to whip up my web site and get this crap on the...
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so in the beginning of november ill be located in sunny ole california! im moving with 2 friends to emeryville, a town between oakland and san francisco. apparently pixar has a studio in that town, and ILM moved their entire studio to san francisco as well as other smaller fish. point being is ill be in the right pond. and ill have friends and some...
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fukidunno:
Way to go on the move to Cali! I'm so happy for you! Sounds like you know what you want now and how to get there. Is this the party that your friends thought you had real coke that you used as a prop? Pretty funny stuff. Guess they won't be coming out to visit you huh?
We get people all the time comparing hte Saabaru 92x to the WRX.
With teh GM discount you could get htem cheaper for a while. grrrrr.
We get people all the time comparing hte Saabaru 92x to the WRX.
With teh GM discount you could get htem cheaper for a while. grrrrr.
so im back from california. i think that was one of the most educating experiences of my life. i went to siggraph, and for those of us that arent supernerds its a conference for people in the entertainment industry and other higher end computer stuff. i dont know if ill get a job out of it, but i certainly have become exponentially more educated about...
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fukidunno:
You'll never regret the things you don't do.
Oh wait!!! Yeah you will! Hell! I think it's awesome you've been stirred.
Fuck the friends that aren't acting like it. Years later things even up. Don't react, act like you know you are.
Oh wait!!! Yeah you will! Hell! I think it's awesome you've been stirred.
Fuck the friends that aren't acting like it. Years later things even up. Don't react, act like you know you are.
kittyinabox:
Go for it! Ten years from now you should be saying the same thing about Cali, not Colorado. I think life is about change and progress.....not settling down.
Ten years from now you should be saying the same thing about Cali, not Colorado. I think life is about change and progress.....not settling down.the time is 2:41 AM. i'm drunk. tonight ive taken down 2 long islands. strong ones, not pussy ones. the next bar i went to had PBR at 2 bucks each. i had 2 of those. over about 2 hours time thats enough to make me feel pretty good. ive found that being drunk again has made me think. think about (once again) who exactly...
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fukidunno:
I have so been there man and it's uncomfortable but entirely necessary. Think of it as growing pains. Wait until you grow and your friends don't and they don't accept you because "you've changed", but don't worry abolut that shit now. You are in the process and changing, shifting and just can't see yourself in your new life circumstances yet. Trying to look to far ahead. You know what you want and that's farther than a lot of people get.
Are you afraid of your own power?
What
are
you
waiting
for
?
Edited because the first feeling of exhilerating forward motion is the best and becomes additicting. And I also know of every pitfall, every backward slide opens up to take it away. Think twice. Feel three times.
[Edited on Aug 03, 2005 7:21AM]
Are you afraid of your own power?
What
are
you
waiting
for
?
Edited because the first feeling of exhilerating forward motion is the best and becomes additicting. And I also know of every pitfall, every backward slide opens up to take it away. Think twice. Feel three times.
[Edited on Aug 03, 2005 7:21AM]
kittyinabox:
Hello there
you haven't lost your self....you've just put yourself on hold......Why????? Because your being like me...........That procastination wil only hurt you..........and I should know.......So, don't be like me........
Really, I'm the queen of procratination because at the moment before I do "it" I convince myself that I will suck at it........then when I finally do "it" I usally feel pretty damn good about myself........This is the one mistake that I usually don't learn from.........and I need to......I wish for you to learn quicker than me......
From my view....your in a pretty normal place. Between finishing school and moving on with whatever I wanted to do, I felt lost (for at least a year). Give yourslef some pitstops every once in a while.......You'll get to where you are headed.
you haven't lost your self....you've just put yourself on hold......Why????? Because your being like me...........That procastination wil only hurt you..........and I should know.......So, don't be like me........
Really, I'm the queen of procratination because at the moment before I do "it" I convince myself that I will suck at it........then when I finally do "it" I usally feel pretty damn good about myself........This is the one mistake that I usually don't learn from.........and I need to......I wish for you to learn quicker than me......
From my view....your in a pretty normal place. Between finishing school and moving on with whatever I wanted to do, I felt lost (for at least a year). Give yourslef some pitstops every once in a while.......You'll get to where you are headed.
its finally raining here again. beats the hell out of the heat, but it feels just like fall already.. its kinda a sad feeling! i almost miss the heat..?
i leave for LA on saturday. going to siggraph, a huge conference for people that do what i do.. hopefully itll yield more education on how excactly to get a job. itll probably be hot as...
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i leave for LA on saturday. going to siggraph, a huge conference for people that do what i do.. hopefully itll yield more education on how excactly to get a job. itll probably be hot as...
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so im quite certain that if thers a hell it would be in phoenix. 117 degrees with a wind just isnt right. wedding was nice tho. turns out it was either phoenix in july or new york in december. ill go with the insane heat. i also had my roomate go to the ren festival and get me that sword. it was still there, and...
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fukidunno:
oooooo I want to see it! Will you post a pic? I love the ren festival and want to go when it comes around here. It's such a blast.
The weather in AZ makes it feel good back home eh?
The weather in AZ makes it feel good back home eh?
yea, so tommorow morning im flying to arizona for my uncles wedding. yay. who has a wedding in arizona in july? besides my uncle. at least its gonna be a quickie. fly out friday, come back on sunday in time to watch family guy. there better be some hott brides maids there or else! 
so on saturday i went to the colorado renissance festival. had a fucking great time! i almost splooged on a 375 dollar sword. its a real sword. the thing can take off limbs, eviscrate washers and apparently a subaru. not sure if im ok with them mauling a subie.. theres plenty of fords and chevys laying around... anyway all my friends basically bailed on me...
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curiosity:
After I typed in my response to SGJapan I realized I don't know if you have the Japanese font pack installed, so my characters might come up as ??? or gibberish.
Anyway here are the characters for immortal, "fumetsu."
Curi.
Anyway here are the characters for immortal, "fumetsu."
Curi.
curiosity:
In this case the "fu" is on the left and the "metsu" is on the right, so it's read left to right.
You could have the "fu" on top and the "metsu" under it and it would still be correct.
The "fu" is a character which has the meaning "no" and the "metsu" means "perish." So your tattoo would literally say "no perish," i.e. not going to die, i.e. immortal. It doesn't really sound as cool as in English, but there you have it.
Curi.
You could have the "fu" on top and the "metsu" under it and it would still be correct.
The "fu" is a character which has the meaning "no" and the "metsu" means "perish." So your tattoo would literally say "no perish," i.e. not going to die, i.e. immortal. It doesn't really sound as cool as in English, but there you have it.
Curi.
well, its official. im back to being single again!! i think this has been one of the least painful breakups ive ever had. we both agreed that its best we become friends again. we never got emotionally attached, we live really far apart and other breakdowns in communication lead to the inevitable breakup. whats nice is that im quite sure we're really going to be...
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i think this has been one of the least painful breakups ive ever had. we both agreed that its best we become friends again. we never got emotionally attached, we live really far apart and other breakdowns in communication lead to the inevitable breakup. whats nice is that im quite sure we're really going to be... Read More
kittyinabox:
Hey there...
Congrats on everything.....it is a new moon and all.
Its good to hear that you have had changes for the better.
Congrats on everything.....it is a new moon and all.
Its good to hear that you have had changes for the better.
wtf:
Wow, no negativity. Wait! does that qualify as a double negative?
Ahhh.
Way to go man, sounds like life is on your side. What do you want to do next?
Ahhh.
Way to go man, sounds like life is on your side. What do you want to do next?