ironduke50

I'm working three jobs until the end of semester, then I will start studying for the CPA which will be a shit ton of work. The girl I really liked? We no longer talk. Think I'll just roll out and write some songs.

Well...she doesn't want to be in a relationship; she is the one that suggested it. I want her. Not just her body but all of her. It will never be. I will not be able to trust her again. FB still says we are in a relationship. As long as that is up I will maintain hope, I will continue to play the role of...
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I cannot wrap my head around the events of the past few days; I go to my facebook many times a day just to look at it. "In a Relationship with X" the prettiest girl I have ever met, the girl of my dreams, In a Relationship...I look just to confirm it is real. I see it and it is like another person, that is...
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And now I truly believe...

If I am to take her words at face value, she wants to make something work with me: "I would like to be with you and see where things go". I am cautiously optimistic but I won't truly believe until her FB stops saying "Single".

I can see my destruction at the hands of this pretty blonde, I am going to pursue her to ruination; winning her will be a whole new set of even bigger problems...

Concerning the last blog...she has fallen on me like a tornado, to destroy everything that exists. We went at it last night; if she remembers anything she isn't letting on. Booze can be a bitch. It is a dream now, one that only I dreamt.

I had lunch a couple hours ago with the prettiest girl I know, she is fucking gorgeous. She looks like Heather Locklear and is absolutely perfect physically. My whole insides are churning. We have gone out a couple times before but nothing ever came of it. She is my Holy Grail, tantalizingly out of reach and yet so close.

It's like when you hear some...
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Starting my new job tomorrow! Job isn't that exciting but the prospect of trading my time for money is...soon I'll have some income again.

Excel fucking sucks for managing data. That is all.