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Concerning the last blog...she has fallen on me like a tornado, to destroy everything that exists. We went at it last night; if she remembers anything she isn't letting on. Booze can be a bitch. It is a dream now, one that only I dreamt.

I had lunch a couple hours ago with the prettiest girl I know, she is fucking gorgeous. She looks like Heather Locklear and is absolutely perfect physically. My whole insides are churning. We have gone out a couple times before but nothing ever came of it. She is my Holy Grail, tantalizingly out of reach and yet so close.

It's like when you hear some...
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Starting my new job tomorrow! Job isn't that exciting but the prospect of trading my time for money is...soon I'll have some income again.

Excel fucking sucks for managing data. That is all.

Turned down for the job. It's irretrievably broken with my last girlfriend, the one that really doesn't want to be with me; she has humored me over the past several months but it is clear it is only because there is a lack of suitable alternatives for her at the moment. We don't have a relationship worth talking about at this point. The shit I...
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I had a phone interview with the company I worked nine years for, now I have an in person interview tomorrow, I am feeling pretty good about this! I am right for this job...and maybe I'll get to take out my love this weekend, if she isn't busy.

Holy crap, the Cardinals are going to the play-offs! I didn't believe it until it was official!

I just wish she were around me today.

I should learn the accordion, then I could sit in a French cafe all day and amuse tourists for money...

If one wants to drink beer tomorrow they should put it in the fridge tonight. If one wants to have some money for a motorcycle, or whatever, they should start saving for it today. If they want to be with the girl of their dreams they should keep trying...

I have had an unpleasant conversation with the girl of my dreams in which we agreed...
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Getting rid of Facebook has been a good thing. Fuck those guys. Sinatra would never have a fucking Facebook.

Planning on getting my affairs in order and then moving to St. Louis.