irishmania21

damn that is super nice, I'm more of an apple guy, but that thing looks super cool.

He is a nice guy. I just don't think he's the man for me, especially at this point in time in my life. I know that he loves me. But like I told him...no one that I loved ever stayed with me that didn't want to stay. When someone wanted to leave, they dropped me like a bad habit and were like "Peace out!" No one ever just stayed because they felt like they had an obligation.

I think he honestly expects me to stay with him - whether I love him or not. I think he would rather be in a relationship with me and know that I don't love him than to not have me in his life at all.

I still care about him; I just need to not talk to him so much. For example, I want to get some tattoo work done, and he offered to go with me because he knows what to look for in a shop - cleanliness and regulations and licenses posted on the wall and so on.

It turned into him looking at the artist's work online (all of the artists) at the place I'd picked - one of the best tattoo places here in the Central Florida area (Trinity, in Longwood). He started telling me that this artist's shading sucks, and these lines are bad, and the artwork was shit - all of them. It's like..."arrgh, I just want some vines!" It turned into such an ordeal. I know at least 3 or 4 people who have had work done there, and who know the artists and think they are the best. I mean, this is where most of the SGFL people in Orlando go to get there shit done, and some of the SGs as well (including the lovely Harper).

He told me that he talked to you for a while, and he thought you were really nice - very chill and very easy to talk to. I am glad that you two got along well. I myself would like to meet you at some point. I've talked to you a lot, I now realize, and I couldn't pick you out of a lineup if I had to - I've never seen a pic of you. You should put one up sometime. It's nice to see who you're talking to.