I deleted it because I am more artistic than that. I guess I just put it up to somehow express myself, but I don't think it was really myself I was expressing. I mean a little bit...but. Sometimes I can be a very indecisive, flighty person. BUT, I still am very sensitive and have strong instincts,, and one of them is to keep my body private. I have been celibate for over two weeks or so now and it is great, I'm connecting with myself and feeling more and more whole everyday. I value myself and my love (romantic/sexual love not unconditional love for the world) with very high standards now. I miss modeling for art classes because it was empowering to be looked at while your naked but not in a sexual form, just as the body as a art form.
