Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

irenzero

The Peoples Republic of Ann Arbor

Member Since 2004

Followers 4 Following 3

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Thursday Apr 29, 2004

Apr 29, 2004
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Rare personal entry here. 21 years ago today my life shattered. My father died, he was 40, I was 10. It was and is unreal, there were plenty of kids around who lived with only their mother, but msot of them had dads that they saw once and a while, I knew I never was going to see mine agian, at least not in this world.

It's not understatment to say that my life would never be the same. That was the first time that I ever saw my grandmother cry.

I went though the rest of Elementry school in a daze. My parents has made the descission to hold me back a grade when I was in the 2nd grade, and I was already marginalized by that event, now my fathers death, and the social repercussions of near poverty, family wide depression and the use of food as a drug (ne booze, no narcotics, no sex, no social contacts) and then the move into a house [and I say house for a reason] that was cut off from the rest of the community all lead to an unpleasent set of formative years.

1. Next time more movies...

2. This this not a feel sorry for deal, it's information.

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
binkymcqueen:
Death and information, what a perplexing situation to be in...to have to recite that poem at that time...seems like an epiphany moment. I love to find fans of the garage rock era....and you sir-fit the bill- good to meet you, I am passionate about my music as I can tell you are as well. cheers-
Pocketknife-Swiss army or otherwise?
Apr 29, 2004
nordicgoddess:
I'm just going to keep it positive here. Can't wait to see you and Stefan later!!!!!!
May 1, 2004

More Blogs

  • 03.03.05
    1

    Thursday Mar 03, 2005

    Here is what I was going to use as my latest rockfiend column... it's…
  • 02.22.05
    1

    Wednesday Feb 23, 2005

    The Current 98.3,,,, All indie rock all the time... These past c…
  • 02.04.05
    3

    Friday Feb 04, 2005

    Wanna be's I'm watching my Homicide Discs and there's an episode…
  • 01.27.05
    1

    Thursday Jan 27, 2005

    Homicide Life on the Streets season 6 just came out on DVD.... and on…
  • 01.16.05
    4

    Sunday Jan 16, 2005

    Things have been weird and a little painful. I've had a tooth ache fo…
  • 01.02.05
    2

    Sunday Jan 02, 2005

    I used to write letters to punk zines like Flipside, MRR and Hitlist …
  • 12.23.04
    4

    Friday Dec 24, 2004

    It's that time of the year when people look back and talk about the b…
  • 12.11.04
    4

    Sunday Dec 12, 2004

    Tonight is the work holiday party... but I have to spend 8 hours on t…
  • 12.01.04
    1

    Wednesday Dec 01, 2004

    Sooooo I didn't write anything on my little break from work. I spend…
  • 11.21.04
    0

    Sunday Nov 21, 2004

    I'm gonna be out of town this week for the holiday. Hope everyone get…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
11
months
30
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,608 SuicideGirls
  • 1,112,987 followers
  • 14,969,624 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,512,431 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo