Hello my sweets!! I should finally update since now I am A MOM! Most of you already know this because you are on my Facebook lol! But for those of you who arent here is my sg update! First off I finally got back my pregnancy pics So I wanted to show you some of them before I talk about my baby! I was very proud of these pics! so I thought Id share! THis journal may be heavy on the pictures LOL Didnt think you would mind!
THis one was one of my faves matt in the locket
Heres a couple fall ones and outside ones
these are my FAVES they came out so good!
Irelynn Rose was born 11-11-10 at 11:10 am she was 7lb 7oz and 19 inches long!! She came out soooo beautiful! here are a couple pics of right when they took her out of me!!!
This is Me still being operated on, Brad my best friend and ex and Irelynn right after she was born!!
Then here is some of us in the hospital
she is soooo beautiful
I LOVE THIS PIC!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok I suppose thats enough pictures for now anyways. THe uploader on this thing takes forever!!! LOL! I have a lot of patience. Anyways . I feel like the luckiest woman in the world to have such a great baby! She has a great temperment hardly cries, sleeps alot and she is so beautiful. She is the best thing I have ever done! IT been hard for me since I had her when It comes to missing Matt! my hormones are crazy which doesnt help! But whenever I think about him or talk about him I just break into tears. I just cant help it. I want him to be here so much!!! I know that can never be but sometimes I wake up hoping it was all a bad dream and he will be next to me! But he never is and never will be! Ugh!! I just want him back! Sigh! Loveing her helps so much! She looks alot like him and Im glad it makes me smile so much! his looks his forhead his shaped face! I will love him forever for giving me her! We made a damn BEAUTIFUL baby!! My parents are here and have helped me clean and organize my apt and its looking damn good. Feels more like a home! Any ways! I am happy with my daughter!!
I will leave you with this! when I was pregnant and I thought about getting my pics taken I had the idea of taking a pic outside where you could see the clouds and take a pic of me holding my stomach looking at the clouds then put a pic of Matt in the clouds but the girl that took my pics couldnt figure out how to do it! Well I figured it out and it came out beautiful makes me cry but it was MORE than worth it! Love you guys talk to you soon-Ireland and Irelynn Rose
THis one was one of my faves matt in the locket
Heres a couple fall ones and outside ones
these are my FAVES they came out so good!
Irelynn Rose was born 11-11-10 at 11:10 am she was 7lb 7oz and 19 inches long!! She came out soooo beautiful! here are a couple pics of right when they took her out of me!!!
This is Me still being operated on, Brad my best friend and ex and Irelynn right after she was born!!
Then here is some of us in the hospital
she is soooo beautiful
I LOVE THIS PIC!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok I suppose thats enough pictures for now anyways. THe uploader on this thing takes forever!!! LOL! I have a lot of patience. Anyways . I feel like the luckiest woman in the world to have such a great baby! She has a great temperment hardly cries, sleeps alot and she is so beautiful. She is the best thing I have ever done! IT been hard for me since I had her when It comes to missing Matt! my hormones are crazy which doesnt help! But whenever I think about him or talk about him I just break into tears. I just cant help it. I want him to be here so much!!! I know that can never be but sometimes I wake up hoping it was all a bad dream and he will be next to me! But he never is and never will be! Ugh!! I just want him back! Sigh! Loveing her helps so much! She looks alot like him and Im glad it makes me smile so much! his looks his forhead his shaped face! I will love him forever for giving me her! We made a damn BEAUTIFUL baby!! My parents are here and have helped me clean and organize my apt and its looking damn good. Feels more like a home! Any ways! I am happy with my daughter!!
I will leave you with this! when I was pregnant and I thought about getting my pics taken I had the idea of taking a pic outside where you could see the clouds and take a pic of me holding my stomach looking at the clouds then put a pic of Matt in the clouds but the girl that took my pics couldnt figure out how to do it! Well I figured it out and it came out beautiful makes me cry but it was MORE than worth it! Love you guys talk to you soon-Ireland and Irelynn Rose
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The pictures of beautiful, and so is she! I hope you are both doing good!
I've been diagnosed with vestibulitis and interstitial cystitis. It causes me chronic pain in my bladder and pelvic area. I've started treatment for it and it showed me what normal people feel like so whenever it wears off I feel absolutely horrible because it basically goes back to how it was everyday. It feels like an extremely terrible UTI and then some. And I know it doesn't sound like much but its so much worse since I felt what its supposed to feel like.