Fuck. I'm kind of down right now 
Something's wrong with my throat -it's very sore and there's a nasty taste at the back of my throat which isn't going away no matter how many times I clean my teeth or gargle with mouthwash -I'm probably coming down with strep for the millionth time in my short existence. So I had to cancel my audition for the Mikado tomorrow -obviously I can't sing a note right now. I tried to practice earlier and it made things worse.
I know I still get to sing in the chorus but I wanted a small role at the very least There's another girl there who probably will also audition for a small role, and if she gets it I will DIE -we sing equally well, but the difference between us is that I'm small, slender, svelte, and a better actress than she is -. She's larger, very busty, not so great of an actress, and doesn't look as much like a geisha...meaning that if we both auditioned, I would probably get the part based on looks, since we're both good singers.
I'll be mad if she has the role and I don't just because I was too sick to audition. Really, though, cancelling is the smart thing to do -you don't sing if you're sick. Period. I don't want to mess things up by pushing myself to sing, and then find out one day that it just isn't gonna happen.
In other news, I'm thinking of going the "light ash blonde" route...very cool-toned, very light beige blonde or champagne blonde. Thoughts?
Something's wrong with my throat -it's very sore and there's a nasty taste at the back of my throat which isn't going away no matter how many times I clean my teeth or gargle with mouthwash -I'm probably coming down with strep for the millionth time in my short existence. So I had to cancel my audition for the Mikado tomorrow -obviously I can't sing a note right now. I tried to practice earlier and it made things worse.
I know I still get to sing in the chorus but I wanted a small role at the very least
There's another girl there who probably will also audition for a small role, and if she gets it I will DIE -we sing equally well, but the difference between us is that I'm small, slender, svelte, and a better actress than she is -. She's larger, very busty, not so great of an actress, and doesn't look as much like a geisha...meaning that if we both auditioned, I would probably get the part based on looks, since we're both good singers.
I'll be mad if she has the role and I don't just because I was too sick to audition. Really, though, cancelling is the smart thing to do -you don't sing if you're sick. Period. I don't want to mess things up by pushing myself to sing, and then find out one day that it just isn't gonna happen.
In other news, I'm thinking of going the "light ash blonde" route...very cool-toned, very light beige blonde or champagne blonde. Thoughts?