Giver Giver wants to know,
Giver Giver just how deep his seed will grow.
Giver Giver has a need,
Giver Giver needs to feed.
Feeder Feeder has a wish,
Feeder Feeder wants another dish.
Feeder Feeder deepens his reach,
Feeder Feeder became a leech.
Leecher Leecher wants a treat,
Leecher Leecher has to eat.
Leecher Leecher about to bite,
Leecher Leecher parasite.
Parasite Parasite does...
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Giver Giver just how deep his seed will grow.
Giver Giver has a need,
Giver Giver needs to feed.
Feeder Feeder has a wish,
Feeder Feeder wants another dish.
Feeder Feeder deepens his reach,
Feeder Feeder became a leech.
Leecher Leecher wants a treat,
Leecher Leecher has to eat.
Leecher Leecher about to bite,
Leecher Leecher parasite.
Parasite Parasite does...
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marceline:
"harvest end" and "is no friend" --you saved the most powerful lines for last. i dig it.
I've been really examining myself and who I am; what i want to give and show people. Here are my 2 favorite writings. I wrote the first when i was 17 for the writing assignment "creed for life". Second one late last year. I've grown up a lot since both pieces and they really exemplify who I am now and my hopes for the future....
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spectre_:
Thanks!
ramen:
Peopleofwalmart! Haha or something like that
Hey all I promise to do a big update soon. Medical shit and job portfolio piece needs to be taken care of first.
Feeling a bit better, taking more meds, I think it's part acid reflux part panic attacks. I talked with a person at the school about getting a job and we had a great enthusiastic talk about coding and computers and web development. I have a great idea for a portfolio piece and am talking with a great CIS instructor for help. I also sent the...
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pretty sure there is something far worse than acid reflux. the pain in my jaw,upper back, and sweating makes me think i have coronary heart disease. The med they gave me for acid reflux is destroying my bowels and i dont know if i can wait a until monday for the doctor....i'm quitting smoking as a first step, bought an e-cig. but i know i...
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abjabber:
Hang in there, quitting smoking is a great idea. Hopefully whatever is causing the symptoms can be treated.
Good luck and take care. 
quick post will do video blog. got an A B and (somehow in fuck knows how a C to an A) in my classes! have a 2.87 GPA form a 2.4 need 2.9 to declare full major. went to ER because i thought i was having a heart attack-VERY BAD Acid Reflux disease. Seeing nutrionist on wednesday. Over wieght still sick, have stitches in my...
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abjabber:
Just focus on the positive and build from there. Negativity and bad circumstances never stop, just get better at not letting them make you feel defeated. Your grades sound good, better than mine would be haha. Take care. 
spectre_:
Thanks buddy! I'm sorry to hear about the ER trip
My dad has bad acid reflux as well. I agree, focus on the positives and remember that most of life's problems, while hard, are only temporary and you can fight through it 
I've grown up a lot in the past few months. From where I've started, how I've grown up, my growing up as a young adult, and to culmination of where I am now. I've always brought my baggage with me throughout my life. Even in stating my accomplishments it brings along that baggage. By stating I'm sober for years, it brings that baggage of how...
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abjabber:
Nice! Sounds like it tickled a bit lmao. Thanks for the comment, take care. 
spectre_:
My blood sugar is good
Thank you!
hey SG Land!
So I know I haven't blogged in 3 weeks, but it is actually a good thing. For the longest time, I have had issues in a lot of aspects of my life- be it mental emotional or physical. But now for the first time everything is quiet. the saying "no news is good news" truly applies to my life right now. i'm...
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So I know I haven't blogged in 3 weeks, but it is actually a good thing. For the longest time, I have had issues in a lot of aspects of my life- be it mental emotional or physical. But now for the first time everything is quiet. the saying "no news is good news" truly applies to my life right now. i'm...
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