feeling a bit better, pressure from school is over in a few days once i get this project done. I have a simple "futuristic living room" idea for my portfolio which once I learn 3ds max should be easy to create, i learned the noise modifier is GREAT for creating a shag carpet!
Pretty much all I wanted to say haha, sorry to worry you...
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Pretty much all I wanted to say haha, sorry to worry you...
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zombiebacon:
That was too darn cute.
so lonely and depressed. This town is full of drunks and stoners. School clubs are just giant cliques that are snobby assholes if you dont fit their type.
I wish something could change to make me happy...
*sad crying panda*
I wish something could change to make me happy...
*sad crying panda*
lauretta:
sometimes I hated school for the same reasons... sadly, I have the impression world gets even less friendly when it comes to workplaces >_<
however, I suggest good books: they can heal all the injuries, they can be the best friends somebody could have, they teach more than any possible class. oh, and libraries are attended by very attractive girls too...
however, I suggest good books: they can heal all the injuries, they can be the best friends somebody could have, they teach more than any possible class. oh, and libraries are attended by very attractive girls too...
Hey SG Land!
I feel like it's been forever since I've last updated. My classes are going well. I love my teachers. On a great note object oriented programming finally clicked in my head!!!
I've been experimenting with Maya and 3DS Max 3D software and I've tried Maya and I feel it isn't for me. 3DS Max seems more my style and I've downloaded some...
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I feel like it's been forever since I've last updated. My classes are going well. I love my teachers. On a great note object oriented programming finally clicked in my head!!!
I've been experimenting with Maya and 3DS Max 3D software and I've tried Maya and I feel it isn't for me. 3DS Max seems more my style and I've downloaded some...
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zombiebacon:
Sorry to hear that your new group of friends didn't work out. I think people are too worried about college being a big party. Finally out of their parents house and doing whatever they want. They might think they're having the time of their life right now, but later on they'll realize it was just time wasted.
I never went through that faze but I also had my daughter just before I turned 17. When I was about 23 I stared spending a lot of nights at the bar, working some nights there & just hanging out other nights, that lasted for about a year & then it was just sometimes here and there. I look back and see lots of time and money wasted. I could've been living life better. I could have a better life now. I haven't had a single drink in almost a year & it has been wonderful. You'll find the right people someday.
That's one of the reasons why children are so wonderful. I'm not surprised the best time you had was a walk with a child. My kids are wonderful. Even when they drive me crazy. I'm hoping to bring my kids to Chicago to C2E2. Just thinking about the looks on their faces when they see all the cosplayers makes me smile.
Love your hat & yes $1 for the beanie panda, you can't beat that!
Good luck with everything. I'll be looking forward to more updates
I never went through that faze but I also had my daughter just before I turned 17. When I was about 23 I stared spending a lot of nights at the bar, working some nights there & just hanging out other nights, that lasted for about a year & then it was just sometimes here and there. I look back and see lots of time and money wasted. I could've been living life better. I could have a better life now. I haven't had a single drink in almost a year & it has been wonderful. You'll find the right people someday.
That's one of the reasons why children are so wonderful. I'm not surprised the best time you had was a walk with a child. My kids are wonderful. Even when they drive me crazy. I'm hoping to bring my kids to Chicago to C2E2. Just thinking about the looks on their faces when they see all the cosplayers makes me smile.
Love your hat & yes $1 for the beanie panda, you can't beat that!
Good luck with everything. I'll be looking forward to more updates
I feel lost. I've got a lot of growing up to do, and I feel that this college scene is not the right place. This social scene is all about drinking, drugs, having sex, and is shit I grew out of when I was 17. The concept of adult relationships feels very bleak here. I'm lonely and don't fit in. I know who I am,...
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abjabber:
You will never stop growing and changing. Just embrace the journey and never compromise what you want or believe in. The older you get the easier it is to feel calm, at least that's how it was for me. I don't socialize much outside of SG because I also don't usually meet people I can tolerate on a daily basis. The bike riding sounds like an awesome idea and reminds me of the blog I just wrote about exercising. Good luck with the dance class and take care. 
feeling lonely *sad panda*
I feel like writing an introspective blog but tonight is not that night. I want to write it well and hope it will bring me some clarity.
I just want to sleep.
~panda
I feel like writing an introspective blog but tonight is not that night. I want to write it well and hope it will bring me some clarity.
I just want to sleep.
~panda
hennessy:
Hope you feel better soon man.
I HAVE A TALENT AGENT!! 
It'll cost me about ~$80 out of pocket for 2 hrs of voice lessons and recording +headshot/fullshot
I lose $100 on my first gig to pay for a profile on their website which is essentially free that way. Agent takes 15% which is very reasonable.
i biked the MOST CONVULUTED path got soooo lost asked sooo many people for directions....
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It'll cost me about ~$80 out of pocket for 2 hrs of voice lessons and recording +headshot/fullshot
I lose $100 on my first gig to pay for a profile on their website which is essentially free that way. Agent takes 15% which is very reasonable.
i biked the MOST CONVULUTED path got soooo lost asked sooo many people for directions....
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Hey SG Land!
Quick blog update.
I emailed a talent agency because I sound like Charlie from Always Sunny in Philadelphia and I emailed her all my charlie lines-dayman, kitten mittens, wild card, cat in the wall-and she said:
The Talent we are currently looking for is diversity to expand our Talent pool and you sound very diverse from what we currently have. I look...
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Quick blog update.
I emailed a talent agency because I sound like Charlie from Always Sunny in Philadelphia and I emailed her all my charlie lines-dayman, kitten mittens, wild card, cat in the wall-and she said:
The Talent we are currently looking for is diversity to expand our Talent pool and you sound very diverse from what we currently have. I look...
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Hey SG Land!
So the first week of school is over and I LOVE my Computer Science and Digital Arts courses.
My anthropology is boring as fuck but very manageable.
I love my teachers, they are so fun and nice and really helpful. They LOVE my binary tattoo and realize I am serious about programming versus taking introduction courses. My CS teacher Thaddeus LOVES me....
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So the first week of school is over and I LOVE my Computer Science and Digital Arts courses.
My anthropology is boring as fuck but very manageable.
I love my teachers, they are so fun and nice and really helpful. They LOVE my binary tattoo and realize I am serious about programming versus taking introduction courses. My CS teacher Thaddeus LOVES me....
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zombiebacon:
I always enjoy your novels :p I'm glad you like your classes (for the most part) I'm sure your other teachers will lighten up a bit ( at least I hope so) I
I'm sure it's hard to find mature 'college kids' I think the entertainment industry has made it appear that college is all about drinking drugs and sex. You'll find the right people soon enough. I'm sure you're not the only one.
A panda credit card? That's awesome. Did he tell you where he got it?
When you get your tattoo drawn be sure to show us
I'm sure it's hard to find mature 'college kids' I think the entertainment industry has made it appear that college is all about drinking drugs and sex. You'll find the right people soon enough. I'm sure you're not the only one.
A panda credit card? That's awesome. Did he tell you where he got it?
When you get your tattoo drawn be sure to show us
OH MY GOD I LOVE MY DIGITAL ARTS COURSE!!!!!!
i talked with John for about half an hour and we emailed extensively before the course started. he loves me binary tattoo! he said "nice tat" when he said goodbye he gave me HUGE such HELPFUL input for my portfolio! he told me i need to not just do it all in processing and i can...
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i talked with John for about half an hour and we emailed extensively before the course started. he loves me binary tattoo!
he said "nice tat" when he said goodbye he gave me HUGE such HELPFUL input for my portfolio! he told me i need to not just do it all in processing and i can... Read More
hennessy:
I feel way more at home here than I do with my family on Facebook. I deleted my account it was a useless app.
first day of school!
I'm already in VERY good standing with my teacher because i was the only one who knew the lab location. He called me sergeant! I showed him my binary tattoo and he smiled and laughed! haha I think the lab room i'm in is cursed for horrible teachers he talks in a fucking whisper and is very short with me. he's...
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I'm already in VERY good standing with my teacher because i was the only one who knew the lab location. He called me sergeant! I showed him my binary tattoo and he smiled and laughed! haha I think the lab room i'm in is cursed for horrible teachers he talks in a fucking whisper and is very short with me. he's...
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1966 batman is so fucking hilarious!
what is yellow and writes? A BALL POINT BANANA!
what people are in a hurry? RUSSIAN PEOPLE
what does it mean? A RUSSIAN IS GOING TO SLIP ON A BANANA PEAL AND SNAP HER NECK!
what is 6 ounces in a tree and very dangerous? A SWALLOW WITH A SUB MACHINE GUN!
where the fuck do they come up...
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what is yellow and writes? A BALL POINT BANANA!
what people are in a hurry? RUSSIAN PEOPLE
what does it mean? A RUSSIAN IS GOING TO SLIP ON A BANANA PEAL AND SNAP HER NECK!
what is 6 ounces in a tree and very dangerous? A SWALLOW WITH A SUB MACHINE GUN!
where the fuck do they come up...
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zombiebacon:
Your tattoo is awesome! So jealous!
