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So over the last few months I have gotten rather close to someone I have never met before.. As I am in California and she is in Georgia. Things are going rough for the both of us; she's clinically depressed and I am too, among other factors here that I can't get control of... and I have this urge to change things up...
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What do you do when you have no more options? I am in a bit of a pickle, and I don't know how to fix it. Recently, I made my way from West Virginia to California. I left a decent job for the area, stable living environment, and friends to come to a place where I may actually be happy, and able to strive...
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colchicine:
go on craigslist and advertise for room-mates. you will get dozens if not over a hundred replies and you can pick and chose who you want. i have had great experiences with people on craigslist, just remember to be VERY picky, again.... be very picky. i would say for every one cool/sane person there are 2 dozen nut jobs who respond. 
infynit3:
Thats a thought, however, i dont live by myself out here yet. good call though! @colchicine
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From a time when we thought we knew

All the things that we said we'd do

We dreamed of things that seemed obscene

Yet we always knew how to say what we mean

Falling behind in this sordid mess

Screaming out in sighs of distress

We fall silently as we break

Yet all we do is fix our mistakes

As the days turn to...
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I am so thankful for the reasons that i wake up in the morning.

I find that California is the only place i have ever felt at home.

I have found that this community is one of the best groups that i have ever been in.

I am finding peace where i never felt it before, in places i never would have imagined.

I think...
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infynit3:
Thanks guys! You are all amazing! 
roxxied:
I havent found a place to call home yet and I do know how important it is to feel like you belong somewhere. I  miss that feeling! Thank you for adding me! xoxo
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So I'm working in the kitchen of the place I'm staying... And all of a sudden the most awkward conversation of my life occurred. I was mopping the floor when, what I'm assuming was a Latino who hasn't seen many big people asked me a question. "have you always been fat?" I didn't know how to answer.. I have laid...
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dmaggot:
@infynit3 it's all about confidence and charisma. We own it 
infynit3:
@dmaggot this is true homie. 
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I feel as though life is constantly going, yet I'm left behind most of the time. I am in a place that's so fast paced that if you take a moment too long to stop for breath you lose track of everything. With each passing day I feel as though time slips more and more. I left my comfort zone a little under...
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It all started years ago when I first joined a site, and I didn't know many people. I struggled to make a name for myself, giving people the currency for the site and just being generally pleasant. I then met the one person that has given me my greatest highs and my lowest lows. At first, we hated each other, calling each other's...
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infynit3:
It's more than okay @anouk 
infynit3:
Life is all about the chances you take. The choices you make.  She was my best dream come true, I could never hold it against her to be happy. :)