influx

My birthday is coming up soon.

All I want for my birthday is a humongoid bookshelf and books to fill it with. I'll take care of the bookshelf.

Will you provide me with a book? Please?

*tears up while subtly pointing at the wishlist link*

I feel like I can't,
even though I know I can.
I beat myself up
over what, ultimately, matters not.

Barrages of doubt,
swarms of self-criticism.
They're wearing me down
to the point of cynicism.

Don't ask me how.

I don't know, myself.

You cantankerous internet! I CANNUH LOG INTO AUDIOWOBBLER!

I WANT PIE.

INTJ - "Mastermind". An introverted intellectual with a preference for finding certainty. A builder of systems and the applier of theoretical models. INTJs make up 2.1% of the total population.

Enneagram type 5: Fives feel ambivalent about the world. Consequently, their mind is usually their best friend. Gifted in analysis and making sense of things, perception and invention come naturally. Their inner world can...
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The last couple of weeks, summed up in one word: woo!

I kicked my ass and got out of the incessantly self-doubting state I was in, became a smidgen more social, and began planning for my portfolio. I also decided that puppies are infinitely cuter than kitties. That, however, is not all! I've also had my pinkies set off mouse traps on purpose--repeatedly--and beer bottles...
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For about a good week and a half, I was doing comparitively well, and felt great. Now, over the span of two days, I've somewhat reverted to the irriationally emotive state I was up to two weeks ago.

I'm fortunate enough, however, to have retained some of what I gained during the brief spurt of mental growth and advancement. I do not think that I...
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Here come the doldrums again.

I am in the process of cutting off any stragglers in my circle, and wonder if anyone will resent me--not that I'll care very much if they do, but I still wonder. I don't see the point in keeping people who don't contact me to initiate conversation or to participate in an activity, or respond when I try to do so. At one point, they...
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So let it be written, so let it be done to kill the firstborn Pharaoh son.

\m/

What?

You don't like my post?

HEATHENS, I SHALL SMITE THEE!