Yeah i have been ignoring this site a lot more than i had hoped to. Had a few very stressful weeks. Allow me to vent.
Firstly i just finished my year project. Was in college for 12 hour days for the last 3 weeks straight. Its never any fun when you put in so much work into something once submitted that you will never look at again. For anyone who doesn't know im a programmer and i made a "small" program. Finally that's behind me I can focus on the important things in life. (Small in the sense of Australia is a "small" place)
But unfortunately a friend of mine decided to take his own life and I attended his funeral on Thursday of last week. Going from working non stop to a funeral is an experience I never want to relive again. So i am still kind of burnt out both emotionally and psychically.
Added to that the amount of fun times I have missed because of this project I might as well been living in a hole. Once again all i need to do is vent about these things in a situation that it wont come back to bite me which is perfect here. The project i am supposed to continue working on can die in that hole i have been living for all i care. And my friend Paul would of happily would of buried it for me. Life can be harsh sometimes. But im still here. And i suppose thats all that matters.
Firstly i just finished my year project. Was in college for 12 hour days for the last 3 weeks straight. Its never any fun when you put in so much work into something once submitted that you will never look at again. For anyone who doesn't know im a programmer and i made a "small" program. Finally that's behind me I can focus on the important things in life. (Small in the sense of Australia is a "small" place)
But unfortunately a friend of mine decided to take his own life and I attended his funeral on Thursday of last week. Going from working non stop to a funeral is an experience I never want to relive again. So i am still kind of burnt out both emotionally and psychically.
Added to that the amount of fun times I have missed because of this project I might as well been living in a hole. Once again all i need to do is vent about these things in a situation that it wont come back to bite me which is perfect here. The project i am supposed to continue working on can die in that hole i have been living for all i care. And my friend Paul would of happily would of buried it for me. Life can be harsh sometimes. But im still here. And i suppose thats all that matters.
john_tau:
You are still here and it does matter. Not sure if you are religious or not so I will stay away from any of those references. Glad you made it through that project, it makes me chuckle knowing I chose quite an easy major lol so no large projects anytime in my future. My condolences for your friend, I just recently had to talk a close friend out of that state of mind. Looking forward to seeing you here on the site more bro.