infekted

Sadly, Over the past couple months. Things have taken a hell of a down hill dive.

My fiance moved out as well as my son. I was upset that I was the only one supporting the family and made it known. I was unhappy with the way things were going and not having much gratitude or anything for everything that I had done. Unfortunately things...
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Life has recently been... rough. Since Lucian was born things have gone by faster, but at a slower pace.

I'm working one job which requires an intense amount of mental awareness as well as peak physical shape. My days start at 6am and end around 5pm Monday - Friday. But now... more support is needed. I just took on another job. Working 5+ days a...
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So get this...

My sons name is Lucian. Named after a werewolf.
He was born on Halloween night
and we just got his social security card in...
the last numbers of his social are 666

Something is going on here. O.o

So, Tuesday we found out that Krista (my fiance) had started to dilate. Which means "Lucian Lee" will soon be joining this world.

I'm excited to be a father. It's been one of the things in life that I feel is necessary to experience.

On another note. My grandfather died last week. I had to make an emergency trip to Florida over the weekend. The...
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Soon my first born son will be born "Lucian Lee Collard".

I can honestly say I've never been so scared yet excited in my life. Thoughts constantly racing threw my mind about being a good father. I know I will be because life was rough for me as a child. I don't want my son to endure the same pains I have. Yet the pains...
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This man is the most incredible person in the world lol

I love you baby <3
~Krista

My grandmother passed away last week. The funeral is today. Going to be a rough day. Especially without my fiance Krista not going to be able to be there with me.

On top of that, have internal bruising on my spine and collar bones from Friday night's go kart racing. 35-40mph hair pin turns without any seat padding or shoulder strap padding.

Also in other...
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Another day in the life if me.

Nerd news: Got my new chassis in for my computer! Woot! To bad the 12v secondary power cord is 4 inches to small... denying me use of my computer until I get an extension for it.

Other news: Plans for my next tattoo have begun. I am doing my sons name. Yet have not figured out where I...
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Last night had to kick a roommate out. It ended up with me removing my fist from his face. I hate childish people. Had to attempt to bring my family into it by downing them. He deserved what he got.

In other news. 12 weeks left and my son Lucian Lee will be brought into this world. I can't wait.

Get to go bowling tonight. It's been well over a month since I shredded the muscle tissue in my wrist. So I'm hoping that I will be able to pick up my bowling balls without a problem.

One more thing.. is it sad that. Seeing someone with a cigarette in their mouth... or even hand . Cuts down the all out allrarance of that person...
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