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I'm absolutely disgusted with myself that I felt I was too busy yesterday to phone my own mother and wish her happy birthday. I've got my head stuck so far up the arse of my own career I can't see for shit anymore.

I need to find something I enjoy and feel I'm putting worth into something that makes a difference rather than just making mafia men & ex burger van empire supremos bigger and fatter piles of cash to fill the courtyards of their grotesque mansions with more pissing cherubs. I want a job where I don't have to hang my soul up on the coat rack when I get into work every morning.

The only good thing about what I do at the moment is that some stupid reason it's high on the points list for entry to Australia. I want to get my IDC (scuba diving instructorship) next year and fuck off somewhere, anywhere, why not Australia?

I need a drink.

Playing:

Black plague - Holy terror
Offspring - Come out and play
Pearl jam - Breath
David Bowie - Ashes to ashes
Corduroy - Six plus one