indie

Damn I feel so ugly. Thanks to people! People even on here. I was happy because I thought that I found a place where people would accept you because you are an outcast of the world. I had a horrible year or two well a horrible life. And I let myself go! I finally started to have confidences to build myself up again... to become thin like I was a couple years ago. To be the way I use to be. No matter how hard I try to create friends it never works. Because some people take a little of my soul when they throw me down. Now when I try people take a little more of me. I will never be the way I once was. And that hurts!