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My tummy hurts... there is to much fighting going on. I need to be takin away from it all. Will you do it for me?

Today is my buddies jack's birthday. Haven't seen him in almost two months and last night a few of us went to a club and he came just to see me. What a guy huh? Go say Happy Birthday!!!

Why is it that no one respects you or your place?? Why is it okay to do this but not okay to do that?? Why do you treat me different now? Why do you hate me? What is it that I did so wrong?

Feeling:
and:

me tired...
me wanna go back to sleepy

I had a weird dream that I had to plan a party for someone who is leaving me. Who is that person?

So I'm a member again.

I'm drowning myself in sorrow.

I had a job interview today... boy did I feel totally stupid. There was this lady who was getting an interview for the same position. She has already graduated from an University. I'm still in a community college with an undecided career goal. And then the lady, who I had an interview with, looks at me and is like wow your young. DUH!!! She is...
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He made my day just a little bit happier...

I woke up late... didn't go lookin for a job.. oh well.

Every once in awhile I think about the people who use to be in my life. I think about someone who I wish would have stayed there. He was my best friend and he never knew it. I wonder if he thinks about me?

Life right now is busy and confusing. I wish I could send more time on the computer but I can't.
I need to find a job.
I need more time in my life.
I'm a lucky girl sometimes but my luck has seem to run out. I was gone for a few days away from my home but all I wanted was to have my...
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I saw two great movies this weekend... one which was better then the other one... 25th Hour... gotta love Edward Norton. The other was Narc. I suggest that you all go see them when it comes to your town.

Nextel is sure giving me the run around with my phone. They are saying that I can't have the same phone because they stopped making them, but they're still seeling them in the stores. I still need some peoples numbers.

Stop picking on me, you know who you are!

I still can't talk and I dropped my cell phone in the toliet today, I'm a fuckin' smart one aren't I?

You know what I just realized... now that I don't have my cell phone I do not have anyones numbers that I had cause they were all in the cell phone. Fuckin A man! Please email me your numbers please!