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i am having such a hard time right now. the one person i care about most in my life, just said she hates me. at no point in my life have i ever wanted to just be dead like i do right now.

the problem is, i have nowhere to go for any kind of emotional support throughout this situation... so i try and find...
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peyronie:
frown
daniofthedead:
im good at hearing improperly and flipping out about it and whining.

hopefully you are feeling differently by now
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so, uh, life threw me a big fat curveball recently. amazing, the things you take for granted, and he nature of human emotion. why can't we always treat the things we love like we love them? where does it go after a certain amount of time? i've always been under the impression that's the only thing that matters. if you love someone, nothing should stand...
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peyronie:
"It's not you, it's me. Really."

I'm sorry. :/
cheapart:
did i mention how im totally a hater of the box?
more and more each day, in every way.
hitchhike up here. we will have big fun. i swear.
ARRR!!!
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lemuria:
i like it. i really like that color blue in the dagger ..what kind of ink do you use? confused
danhazelton:
real cool man!!
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christmas. wah.

-stina got me a robo sapien and it is totally awesome. it burps and farts and freaks out my pets.
-my mom stuffed me full of tofu and delicious vegan cheesecake and gave me even more to take home. she loves me.
-i've decided in an effort to de-fatten myself, i'm going to stop masturbating altogether and do push-ups and crunches instead. for...
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lemuria:
it sounds like your mom really really loves you! vegan cheesecake? mmm
smile
xevilxashleyx:


in an effort to de-fatten myself, i'm going to stop masturbating altogether and do push-ups and crunches instead. for real.



I just want you to know...it doesn't work. But..good luck, anyway.

blackeyed

[Edited on Dec 29, 2005 6:24PM]

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gwenyfver:
I'm not sure where I am going to get the others done. I'll only be here at school for another semester. I really like my artist, hes a great guy and I am hopfully getting one more done by him before I go. But after that it may be up to where I am going to grad school. The two rib ones I want to get done during summer though so I can wear tanks or whatever and no bra for a bit.
Maybe I will have to come check your place out wink I was looking at your work the other day and I really like it.

These are the other things I want to get (don't know if you saw it)
To Get:
* Triple Goddess symbol on my upper left ear in light/faded blue
* 10 little stars - One on the outside of each ankle between the bone and the achilles tendon, one on the inside of each wrist, one on the inside of each hip, one on each of the back of my shoulders, one on the back of my neck, one on my lower back.
* left rib cage - looks like a rip in my skin with red ribbon lacing it up (but still open) and you can see the universe (stars, galaxies, plants and nebulas) inside of it. I've thought about the planet having rings, and the leo constallation. Other than that I'm not sure about the others. We'll have to see.
gwenyfver:
Welll the reason I wanted to get the ankle one done in white is because the moon is...well...white...kinda makes sense.

Plus I love the look of white tattoos
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i put up new pictures. i spent 1000 bucks on more drums. i got more other stuff. none of it keeps me happy.

seems like it's about time for my bi-monthly depression week and subsequent journal post. here's what sucks now:
-stina's in new york and has been for the past few days and i miss her.
-i did no tattoos today. it's hard to...
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cheapart:
amish japanese graffitti tattooers in the same state as ted nugent. and leo zulueta.

big fun.

word. ARRR!!!
drewseph:
how long did nate's sleeve take (in sessions?) looks great.
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okay. update. i can do this.

-monday i got my elbow tattooed and it was not very awesome. now it's all flaky and swollen. gross.
-had three really big appointments cancel on me this week. goodbye money. hello crappy celtic shamrock kanji claddagh 9/11 all-in-ones.
-yeah, my hair's definitely long.
-i'm a little sniffly-sick. my nose almost booger-drooled on someone's tattoo earlier this week. luckily...
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brankauti:
I have had all of my appointments but two of them cancel this week. And we haven't had any walkins except for one touch-up, which is free. frown This time of year sucks at our shop. It'll get better after Christmas.

Good luck with the band!
cheapart:
grumplestilskin.
i tattooed the dopest wizard of all time, covering a dooooooooooope 25year old vintage panther with red rip marks.
i rule.
word.
ARRR!!!
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cheapart:
yeah.........

and some vy-codeines too. everyone who is dope at tattooing is a turd.

i finished cucch's sleeve sorta, aftre like 5 years or some shit.

and the new god of good fortune on his arm looks like ki-adi mundi, who is a jedi from the new trilogy, not that you know about that type of stuff.
cheapart:
yep.
i will continue to post shit on this thing until you get rid of the fucking lame water cow.

black and grey fire today. i dont really get that. ARRR!!!
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lemuria:
wow, and hes humble too. smile smile
i like the portrait and the phoenix alot.. biggrin
cheapart:
florida.
oranges.
alligators.
disney.
hetero-ness. and by that i mean, gayness.
hopefully youre selling molto flash.
and making that loot. and keeping it real. and riding bikes where its warm. someone has to.

word.
wu..............
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it's 4 am and i can't sleep. i never really can anymore.

stina came home tonight... i missed her a lot. but i feel more alone tonight than i have in a long time. i've been working so hard lately, and completely ignoring my state of mind in order to avoid feeling miserable. i don't feel, i let everything pass through me.... there are no...
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pirra:
if it makes you feel better
other people feel like this
i feel like this
i don't know if it gets any better
but a dear friend of mine
once told me
that it will be worth something someday
if we made it through the gloaming
this honesty alone is refreshing
cheapart:
dude!
i wish i saw someone lick an old human turd on the sidewalk. im not even kidding. at all.
whats the story with this weekend?
tell me.
lates,
a.