no, i don't have any tattoos here today. nor any whimsical stories from my life. no. today's about sappy whinebaggery. you should probably stop reading now.
seriously.
i kind of want to quit everything.
i'm so sick of waking up to my stupid life. it feels so cold and bare... every day is just an experiment in pointlessness. i'm in a perpetual state of time-killing. i don't hang out anymore, i'm always alone. my phone hasn't rang in a week. i work on my days off because i have nothing else to do. girls are nowhere in the picture, i can't get one to hang out with me for any amount of time. i'd blame it on the beard, but i'm pretty sure it's just me.
all i do is tattoo. apparently it's the only thing i can offer the world. human interaction just isn't in the cards, let alone supportive and caring relationships. nope. i stab people with needles and hope i can endure the solitude just enough to get to the next day to do it all over again.
irrelavant. extraneous. desolate. it's cold these days.
seriously.
i kind of want to quit everything.
i'm so sick of waking up to my stupid life. it feels so cold and bare... every day is just an experiment in pointlessness. i'm in a perpetual state of time-killing. i don't hang out anymore, i'm always alone. my phone hasn't rang in a week. i work on my days off because i have nothing else to do. girls are nowhere in the picture, i can't get one to hang out with me for any amount of time. i'd blame it on the beard, but i'm pretty sure it's just me.
all i do is tattoo. apparently it's the only thing i can offer the world. human interaction just isn't in the cards, let alone supportive and caring relationships. nope. i stab people with needles and hope i can endure the solitude just enough to get to the next day to do it all over again.
irrelavant. extraneous. desolate. it's cold these days.
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seriously.
do something else for a while, with people you wouldnt normally interact with....
you'll either love it hard, and never look back,
OR
you'll thank your current bare blabbity blah life for being consistent and static.
quit while the quittins good.
there are seven thousand assholes who want what you have waiting to take your place..........
just dont shave.
wu-tang.
Things will get better sweetie. They will! Just think about what makes you happy and try to do some of it often. Move towards what makes you feel something good, even if it's the tiniest sliver of feeling good. And be kind to yourself. Think about what you would do for someone you loved if they were feeling down and then apply that to yourself (I am aware of the limitations here).
That failing--you are totally justified in buying yourself something really expensive and extravagant.
Hugs to you x