incompetent

i worked the longest day ever yesterday. since i'm a completely unmotivated, emotionally retarded turd, work has been stressing me out. so yesterday i had a full back piece to start on a guy, and as of the night before i was supposed to tattoo it i still hadn't drawn anything. so yesterday i got up really early and went to shop to draw the whole thing, and as soon as i'm done he came in for his appointment, and then i spent a few hours outlining it and stuff. then as soon as i was done with that i had a walk in, and then after that i had a little window of time to eat some food before my 5:30 appointments came in, which were two pretty big tattoos. i was there from 9 in the morning until 10 at night. my back felt like shit. tattooing is a pile of lame.

i'm going to portland Or to spend some time witrh friends in a few weeks. it'll be so nice. i need out of this situation. i can't concentrate... shit around here is just too fucking stressful.

on a similar note, someone make out with me. i'm not really that ugly.

and i found out my hair is finally long enough to donate, so now i can cut it and actually be a little bit handsome again. it'll be great.