I know I don't give enough "props" to my husband for putting up with me. (Anyone who can for more than 5 consecutive minutes deserves an award). I want everybody to know that despite the many arguments and power struggles my husband and I have he is probably the most understanding,strong,patient,loving,funny retarded person I have ever met. He has been through a lot with me and I appreciate it beyond words...I need to start showing more through action though since I am not considered a very vocal person. I can write out perfectly what I want to say all the time but for some reason when it comes to matters of love and seriousness I get tongue tied like a motherfucker. I don't even really like gushing that much on paper either,unless it's venting anger but anything else I feel like I am at risk for sounding like a softhearted person. I guess there is nothing wrong with that but it's not what I am accustomed to. Anyway, point being I need to get my ass in gear and my husband is all that and a chimichanga.