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Today I was't feeling so hot so I only worked 3 hours at the shop and came home and slept all afternoon with the Mr. and the Dog. Now I'm feeling much better so I think we'll go out for sake bombers and sushi- but only after we finish watching these few episodes of TNG.

An ideal Saturday night.

Tonight I am boycotting the bar. I have been there for what feels like every night for the last month. Two nights ago I had to break up a fight between two REALLY big guys because no one else wanted to intervene. It wouldn't have been that big a deal, except the dude that was 6'4" gave me a hearty shove to the belly. I...
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You know what really gets to me? See, there's an assload of things you observe working in a neighborhood bar 5 to 6 nights a week patroned by 90% regular customers. It has been an extreme personality altering expirience for me in so many ways.

Let me start off by admitting one of the worst qualities I've possessed my entire life has been my inability...
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Settling my case from my accident today.

Hopefully later today I'll be driving home in one of these.

Have you ever had a 2 carat diamond ring on your left hand?

Me either, until Friday night.

Dear Blonde Hair,

I'm sorry this day had to come, but the fact of the matter is we've been having problems for some time, and I just don't see things working out for us right now. To be frank, you're extremely high maintenance, expensive, and I'm tired of being the punchline to all your jokes.

We had some good times over the last few years,...
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So we're moving in. Man. After Thrasher & I split up a little over a year ago I said I'd never move in again until I got married. Splitting up your shit is too painful, and deciding who gets what of the shit you bought together never turns out well for anyone- and by anyone I mean me

But here I am. Although, something tells...
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The boy is out doing his best Tiger Woods impression all morning. I am staying in bed and sleepng with Skippy The Dog. Maybe later I'll watch the 6 hours of Sar Trek TNG we Tivo-ed. You never know.

Here's the only picture that exists of the two of us so far (taken back in December when he was just my boss and not my...
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I've never felt this good about things in my entire life..

I ♥ him more than I can possibly tell you.

Right now he is sleeping and all I can do is look at him and smile.

Last night after closing we stayed at the bar with the bartender and the cook to drink and sing songs after hours. We lost track of time and...
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I'm in the middle of a lawsuit. The insurance company took away my rental car. I have no transportation. I have 3 cracked ribs. My bank account is overdrawn. My hours have been cut back at the shop. I have a killer chest cold. My favorite jeans were ruined last night bartending. But still I've never smiled this big before.

*BREATHE IN*

*BREATHE OUT*

Fuck...
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