imagoldfish

ok, so i'm definitely not into driving home alone on dark scary one lane highways where the speed limit is 65 and there's a random bump in the road that makes me convinced that i have a flat tire but way too chicken to stop in the middle of nowhere to check. no fun. especially when my boyfriend is so busy playing fucking poker that he can't be bothered to talk to me on the phone.

spending my days fighting with my mom and grandmother and packing all my stuff is definitely wreaking havoc on my emotions. i try to kind of numb myself so that i get less annoyed, but then i end up so numb that i just don't give a fuck about anything, except that i'm not really "numb" i just hate everything.

i really can't wait to get back to school. i love my family, but they drive me nuts.