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not that anyone is really listening....
i mean im not very active here so yeah, really noone talks to me on here lol
but this is still the best place to post this.

first the standard stuff.

tomorrow i fly to pa!!!! get to see family and an old friend and my mommas new place! was gonna be another adventure, but problems occured by me...
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heartbaker:
Good luck
jaxy:
I hope you find the strength within yourself to fix things.
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alright.... enough attention....
since noone but one person ever reads my shit anyways.
tahloolah:
hey you fuck! i read your shit.. i just no comment bc im laaazy and you don't post often. so HA
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so
i definitely feel like most people do after they decide to watch an episode of lost mid season
or the way a child feels when his favorite cartoon ends with a "to be continued..."
i guess this is part of what oliver felt when he said "please sir, i want some more"
im lost and confused.
terrible thoughts run through my head
another roller...
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chrysis:
I hope you are kidding.

Because I already took A&P I, and this is II.

And I will punch you straight in the throat if you say again that A&P is easy.
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soooooo i guess it has been a bit of awhile
a lot has happened in the past while
first.....
my mother has been in a constant struggle to gain custody of my little siblings from their pinche pendejo of a father. the man that abused me and abused my mother, who made my mother bankrupt. this asshole who has plaqued our lives for two decades....
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jaxy:
I'm happy your momma is happy.
And I'm happy you broke your rules. tongue
chrysis:


SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Alright, that's it, I've had enough, I'm on my way to you
It's nauseating and I'm sick of waiting
For all these pointless calls to go through

But no, I'm not a skeptic anymore
At last I see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for
The moisture in the air is begging for release
And the memory of your stare is raining down on me

Hypothetically, if you were Point A
And theoretically if I was Point B,
We would be, we would be frantically melting
Into one massive point that could overcome anything

Constantly, you're working through the mileage in my head
Oh, I'm calculating, yes I'm sick of waiting
How many hours until I reach your bed?

But no, I'm not a skeptic anymore
At last I see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for
The moisture in the air is begging for release
And the memory of your stare is raining down on me

Hypothetically, if you were Point A
And theoretically, if I was Point B,
We would be, we would be frantically melting
Into one massive point
That could overcome anything

My faith in you could move these mountains I am driving through
It's times like these when I wish I could teleport to you
'cause then we wouldn't have an issue
We're cleverly, strategically
Challenging our fright and insecurities,
And never seem to want to leave

Hypothetically, if you were Point A
And theoretically, if I was Point B,
We would be, we would be frantically melting
Into one massive point
That could overcome anything

Yeah, we would be, we would be frantically melting
Into one massive point
That could overcome anything

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sometimes i feel like im so useless
like im losing what i had that made me the way i am
and yes
i am intentionally being vague
i go through certain things and start to realize that im almost living in ignorant bliss
instead of,
as i usually do,
see the truth and try to help
maybe its because i know that in the near...
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pixiestixx:
where have you been? <3
chrysis:
Bwaha. kiss
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The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.


Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve....
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i wanna write about today
its seems important
a major day in my life
my final break down
in final stop in the soldier-civilian transition
the culmination of my past
and the realization of my present







but i cant
i dont get it
its like
the only people i feel i want to know
already know
the only people i wish to share this with...
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chrysis:
AHEM. NOT JINXING. surreal

That, and I'm not sure how exactly to put it. Lol. Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm. Will work on this. Perhaps tomorrow. :]
chrysis:
Secret, in two days, fucker.
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today someone told me a slight word of advise......
"you gotta color your own book"

so i thought about it for awhile
yeah, its true
its really up to me to make my world entertaining
and i know this
its up to me to ensure my own life
but im still writing the story
i mean
i just got the idea for the climax
and...
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chrysis:
Punk.
chrysis:
Puscifer's in your neck of the woods over Thanksgiving.

Better have a good reason for not being there.

Just saying.

'Cause they don't come around this way ..

.. yet.