as a child, your world is small. as a child, the world is simple. down the hall is far away. you have your family, and thats it. the comfort. your father is a careless drunk, your mother never stops workling and your step father is abusive. but they were there. you were never alone
problems were different then. your dad beating you for no reason...
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problems were different then. your dad beating you for no reason...
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sweetheart:
Intense! I love it!
gone
di_xia:
thanks honey
so apparently, today ALSO had a lesson for me. and this time around it wasnt someone yelling at me or words from a good author. no, this time it was someting simple. my dogs.
my oldest, raiden, has finally found a toy that makes him go crazy and giddy. a mere soccer ball. for some reason or another, he just seems to hate that thing....
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my oldest, raiden, has finally found a toy that makes him go crazy and giddy. a mere soccer ball. for some reason or another, he just seems to hate that thing....
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chrysis:
Come about, as innnnnnnnnn.
chrysis:
I have a thing about .. when I feel a certain way, usually anxious .. wishing my skin were animal skin instead. That I could cover my stomach or sides or legs in zebra or leopard or tiger print under my clothes. It's a calming thought; I tend to think I would feel more comfortable.
So someone helped me out and drew it on with a sharpie. Which is all I'd ever do, since it's such a whimsical feeling.
And, in the second picture, you can tell it was smeared and already half-gone .. and that was the next morning or afternoon.
So someone helped me out and drew it on with a sharpie. Which is all I'd ever do, since it's such a whimsical feeling.
And, in the second picture, you can tell it was smeared and already half-gone .. and that was the next morning or afternoon.
so today has a theme, believe it or not. starting from the beginning. a friend had posted concerns of their mortality, of ours as humans. i stated that i dont fear my mortality, just aging.
but the nail in the coffin of today's theme came from a usual source, its just something i never really came out with. me and a fellow ex-soldier were chit...
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but the nail in the coffin of today's theme came from a usual source, its just something i never really came out with. me and a fellow ex-soldier were chit...
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so today was a good day.
finally a day i can look back on a say "awesome, hope tomorrows the same!"
first of all, me and her are talking again, which is all i could ask for right now. it just brings back that childish jolt of happiness when i read her name on my phone, even if the message is as simple as the...
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finally a day i can look back on a say "awesome, hope tomorrows the same!"
first of all, me and her are talking again, which is all i could ask for right now. it just brings back that childish jolt of happiness when i read her name on my phone, even if the message is as simple as the...
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jaxy:
yay for good days.
strappz:
I need your stress relief tactic.... and congrats on talking to an awesome friend... Those feelings are the best... and racing!! You rock... sweet... good 'ol days are the best!
so here it goes. a rundown of the weekends events, mostly the airport shit and my thought process.
pretty long. day 2 is mostly some trip details, day 4 is the serious part.
day 2: nothing goes as planned. adapt and overcome
its 720 am on friday. i just sat down for my 730 take off time.
i woke up fine, showered, finalized my packing...
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pretty long. day 2 is mostly some trip details, day 4 is the serious part.
day 2: nothing goes as planned. adapt and overcome
its 720 am on friday. i just sat down for my 730 take off time.
i woke up fine, showered, finalized my packing...
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tahloolah:
way to push the pandas.
jaxy:
Airports and me have some intense bad memories and they always make me feel uber small and alone. Stuffed listening buddies are a must for my next flight... April 5th. lol.
epic blog tomorrow, hopefully, may be later
EDIT:
blog will be about my trip a lot,
but the focus point of it will be my journey to find myself, find what it was that allowed me to let go of the one i loved. scratch that, still do love.
EDIT:
blog will be about my trip a lot,
but the focus point of it will be my journey to find myself, find what it was that allowed me to let go of the one i loved. scratch that, still do love.
milosweet:
What will this epic blog be about hmm?
stuck in new jersey for the day
ugh
contacted her last night
wanted someone to chat with.....
i wonder if this is all going to work out
i wonder now more than ever recently
ugh
contacted her last night
wanted someone to chat with.....
i wonder if this is all going to work out
i wonder now more than ever recently
rexall:
yay jersey. i'll give you some love.
quick update:
day two went well, HUGE detailed blog on it hopefully monday
day three will be spent workin on what i have learned.
but today, mistakes have been made....
went to a very nice dinner, one of my favorites with mom my little sister and little brother and his g/f
to a place that i KNOW for a fact SHE wouldve loved, and wouldve...
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day two went well, HUGE detailed blog on it hopefully monday
day three will be spent workin on what i have learned.
but today, mistakes have been made....
went to a very nice dinner, one of my favorites with mom my little sister and little brother and his g/f
to a place that i KNOW for a fact SHE wouldve loved, and wouldve...
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jaxy:
second chances go happen but it takes a lot of effort from both parties involved.